1 YEAR LATER!The thread where I’ll post my before/during recovery/healed liposuction and breast lift pics
#1 
Posted 11 March 2020 - 09:58 AM
They didn't do the lipo bc they said it was more skin than fat
I'm really happy with the breast lift!! I've recovered with very very little pain and basically no complications! (for a minute I thought I broke them but nah just lifted a box that was too heavy, all good)
this is before and a little more than one month after (surgery 12th of march, this picture 15th of April)
sorry about the editing and sorry about my body hahah ahha


Yeah I’m gonna track this separate from my accountability
Tomorrow I’m having liposuction of my lower abdomen and inner thighs, and a breast lift without implants
This morning I weighed 126.x
Alas I do not have a tape measure, but I am currently looking for some way to improvise and take pre- measurements
“Night before” pics in the next post
~~~~~~1 YEAR LATER~~~~~~~
hello from 2021
its been apx 11 months since my surgery and i forgot about this thread but yeah. If anyone wondered:
-the scars healed pretty light in color, but not very clean, unfortunately
-my breasts are not as “lifted” as right after surgery, but i didn’t get implants so i guess that’s to be expected to some degree. + ive lost apx 20 lb since then
-overall, i am still happy I made the decision


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#3 
Posted 11 March 2020 - 10:50 AM
I’m eating Nutella as I type
You’d think I own one fucking thing with ruler hashes on it but I can’t find ANYTHING
is there an app with to scale measurements???
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#4 
Posted 11 March 2020 - 11:26 AM

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#5 
Posted 11 March 2020 - 11:29 AM

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#6 
Posted 11 March 2020 - 12:25 PM
(Put the string end to where the measurement finishes, hold the finish; place against ruler(s)?)
#7 
Posted 11 March 2020 - 01:22 PM
TeaED - Still Struggling, on 11 Mar 2020 - 12:25 PM, said:
String and then use a ruler or two if you have those?
(Put the string end to where the measurement finishes, hold the finish; place against ruler(s)?)
I literally don’t have anything with a ruler
Ya know how some notebooks have a lil page with ruler marks?
NOTHING
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#9 
Posted 11 March 2020 - 01:51 PM
#10 
Posted 11 March 2020 - 03:48 PM

And finally I was like...ya know, this isn’t gonna work
So I’m just gonna ask them to measure tomorrow before the surgery
OK NEXT TIME U FOLKS SEE ME IT’LL BE SURGERY DAY
omg I’m so nervous and excited wtf it doesn’t even feel real
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#12 
Posted 12 March 2020 - 09:06 AM
Skinny-lunas-world, on 12 Mar 2020 - 06:52 AM, said:
Not offense, yeah on my chest n backwait do you have body acne? I know that could be taken as a offensive question sorry
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#13 
Posted 12 March 2020 - 09:07 AM
They did my boobs I’m recovering now it kinda hurts
They wouldn’t do the lipo bc they said I’m too thin lmaooooooooo which was exciting but didn’t outweigh not getting the lipo
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#14 
Posted 12 March 2020 - 10:34 AM
I hope your recovery is smooth and you heal quickly! Sending love!
koala_, on 12 Mar 2020 - 09:07 AM, said:
So update:
They did my boobs I’m recovering now it kinda hurts
They wouldn’t do the lipo bc they said I’m too thin lmaooooooooo which was exciting but didn’t outweigh not getting the lipo
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#16 
Posted 13 March 2020 - 06:15 AM
Skinny-lunas-world, on 12 Mar 2020 - 12:14 PM, said:
So do I!!! You are one of the first people on here that I have met who also has it! Do you find that it gets better or worse if you restrict?
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most definitely worse, I didn't even really have acne on my face (with the exception of an occasional pimple) until I started restricting quite a bit
restricting fucks up my hormones really bad and I've been surprised I haven't heard of it from many others...beyond the acne, I get sweaty/stinky as well (hands, underarms, between my legs) and I get a lot of vaginal discharge
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#17 
Posted 13 March 2020 - 06:15 AM
hippie_bones, on 12 Mar 2020 - 10:34 AM, said:
I hope your recovery is smooth and you heal quickly! Sending love!
thank you cutie, I'm home and all's well
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#18 
Posted 13 March 2020 - 06:16 AM
so yeah I kinda posted on my accountability, the surgery went well, I'm back at home, I haven't seen them from the front but when they changed the bandages they looked AWESOME from above
now I'm probably being forced to the us bc of corona ugh
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#19 
Posted 13 March 2020 - 02:04 PM
koala_, on 13 Mar 2020 - 06:15 AM, said:
That's actually interesting because I am literally the opposite with everything you said here.most definitely worse, I didn't even really have acne on my face (with the exception of an occasional pimple) until I started restricting quite a bit
restricting fucks up my hormones really bad and I've been surprised I haven't heard of it from many others...beyond the acne, I get sweaty/stinky as well (hands, underarms, between my legs) and I get a lot of vaginal discharge
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Posted 16 March 2020 - 05:34 AM
enlacedandfaded, on 15 Mar 2020 - 10:13 PM, said:
Hahah I think it’s going alright, except I had to fly across the world with less than 24 hrs notice so unfortunately the titties haven’t received much attentionHow’s the healing process going? Are you making sure to eat a bit more to help your body heal properly?

But yes, I’m eating pLeNtY lmao
Ty for checking in cutie

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#22 
Posted 17 March 2020 - 09:54 AM
I feel bad that I haven't rly updated this, but flying back to the US with less than 24 hrs notice takes a toll on a girl
I'm p sure I fucked it up, I had to sprint across the airport with my backpack and cat to catch my flight
Then when I got home I forgot about the titties and was moving a bunch of boxes and stuff and then suddenly was like...ow
And now my L titty hurts
But I'm too nervous to look at them anyway so I'll just leave them under the bandages for 2 more days and hopefully they won't be all fucked up
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#23 
Posted 18 March 2020 - 07:42 PM
I almost passed out today changing the gauze, but I think I just didn’t like the sight
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#24 
Posted 18 March 2020 - 07:52 PM
The real question is how TF did I let my stomach + arms get so flabby and giant ?




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#26 
Posted 19 March 2020 - 06:24 AM
SailorDoge, on 19 Mar 2020 - 01:03 AM, said:
Hows the healing going?? Hope your okay!!
It's going well ty sweet human! The pain is definitely starting to improve, I'm gonna try a shower today so wish me luck w that
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#28 
Posted 20 March 2020 - 01:59 AM
I'm so jealous, I've always wanted a breast lift. You're looking good!
Btw, what did the lift cost you?
#29 
Posted 21 March 2020 - 03:12 PM
Hope you're alright ♡
#30 
Posted 22 March 2020 - 06:03 PM
How much did it cost? I've been looking into it because I fucked my boobs to shit with my eating disorder. By the way even in the bandage pics they look amazing! It looks like they did a good clean job
#31 
Posted 22 March 2020 - 10:22 PM
enlacedandfaded, on 19 Mar 2020 - 8:29 PM, said:
I’ve gotta be honest, this looks so painful!!!
I hope you take it easier, after noticing your moving might be affecting your tittilage.
Also your waist to hip ratio is enviable. Your torso has gorgeous proportions
Ok thank you for this omg, every now and then I have a whisp of a thought like that that maybe if I toned I could have an okay shape but ??
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#32 
Posted 22 March 2020 - 10:23 PM
feathery, on 20 Mar 2020 - 01:59 AM, said:
I'm so jealous, I've always wanted a breast lift. You're looking good!
Btw, what did the lift cost you?
Thank you!! It was 4075 euro for lipo 2 areas + breast lift, but I didn’t get the lipo and I think just the lift was around 2200-2300?
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#33 
Posted 22 March 2020 - 10:24 PM
CutePotato, on 21 Mar 2020 - 3:12 PM, said:
Looks so painful I really hope it will turn alright and nothing's bad gonna happen to you ♡ I've always wanted to do breast lift cause that's the only area where I feel really saggy but I guess I will never save enough or will want to spend so much just for myself
meh
Hope you're alright ♡
Thanks!! I’d really recommend it if you find yourself srsly looking into it!! It was the same for me, it’s the part of my body that was really really noticeably saggy (like on first glance) and I really love them tbh
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#34 
Posted 22 March 2020 - 10:25 PM
eatliketheabnegation, on 22 Mar 2020 - 6:03 PM, said:
How much did it cost? I've been looking into it because I fucked my boobs to shit with my eating disorder. By the way even in the bandage pics they look amazing! It looks like they did a good clean job
See above (I think around 2200 euro?)
If you want to you should!! It really doesn’t hurt so bad, it was a pretty positive experience...idk where you’re from, but I could give you my surgeons name if you were ever interested, he was fantastic!!
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#35 
Posted 22 March 2020 - 10:26 PM
I was moving boxes and stuff today and I knew I was lifting ones that were too heavy but I was like whatev and now my titty really hurts
I’m gonna see my dr tomorrow or next week sometime tho
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#36 
Posted 22 March 2020 - 10:29 PM
koala_, on 22 Mar 2020 - 10:25 PM, said:
See above (I think around 2200 euro?)
If you want to you should!! It really doesn’t hurt so bad, it was a pretty positive experience...idk where you’re from, but I could give you my surgeons name if you were ever interested, he was fantastic!!
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I'm in the usa working from home at my discretion plague or no plague, thank you so so much for the info <3 i'd probably have to find my own surgeon, but thats a great estimate! In the usa i think you can get partial insurance coverage at the level of sag that you had and i have. Thank you for being so incredibly open <3
#37 
Posted 22 March 2020 - 10:33 PM
eatliketheabnegation, on 22 Mar 2020 - 10:29 PM, said:
Yeah definitely!! I was living in Prague, but I actually booked through an agency that caters to ppl coming in specifically for cosmetic surgery (i guess the concept is called “medical tourism”); sometimes people do the whole shebang in a weekend and only ever have to make one tripI'm in the usa working from home at my discretion plague or no plague, thank you so so much for the info <3 i'd probably have to find my own surgeon, but thats a great estimate! In the usa i think you can get partial insurance coverage at the level of sag that you had and i have. Thank you for being so incredibly open <3
(I swear they’re not paying me omg just passing along the knowledge
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#40 
Posted 23 March 2020 - 04:43 AM
althea✰, on 22 Mar 2020 - 11:11 PM, said:
Highly recommendyou’re making me want a boob job
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Highly recommend
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#44 
Posted 11 April 2020 - 12:46 AM
They look so good! I know some places will let you get body shaping done (not exactly lipo, but they still suck the fat out) if you're a little underweight, but I think your bmi might still be too low for that :/ There's coolsculpting too, but idk if you need to be a certain weight or size for that? I guess it depends on your doctor.
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#45 
Posted 12 April 2020 - 01:13 PM
my stats and thinspiration
Height 168 cm - 5'6 / CW (trying to maintain at the moment): 49,3 kg = 108,7 lbs = BMI 17.5 (13th November 2021)
some inspirational pictures and the link to my thinspiration thread
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#47 
Posted 15 April 2020 - 02:05 PM
Editing bc tapatalk (per usual) (is there an easier fix to that than my beautiful editing????)
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#48 
Posted 15 April 2020 - 03:33 PM
#49 
Posted 15 April 2020 - 03:35 PM
Whenever. If Ever, on 15 Apr 2020 - 3:33 PM, said:
Wow it looks amazinggg look at youuu. They've healed really well too
THANK YOU!!! I'm excited about how well they've healed as well, think I'm gonna maybe expand my tattoo someday to integrate the scars?
even tho I still hate my body lol, I really do feel more confident...particularly when I'm laying down, bc they don't flop to the side like they used to
thank u for stopping by ya cutie!!!
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#50 
Posted 15 April 2020 - 03:41 PM
It's amazin u feel more confident, that was a huge part of the surgery wasn't it? I'm so glad guuurl
U da cutie babe, hope you been well!!
#51 
Posted 18 April 2020 - 11:43 PM
Wow you're breast are beautiful. I'd like to have a breast lift too. My boobs are quite big and the weight gain and loss made them super saggy but I am scared that the scars will look bad because I saw Trisha Paytas scars.... But yours look so pretty maybe one day I will get a breast lift too. Do you plan on posting pics after they are fully healed and the scars are faded?
#52 
Posted 18 April 2020 - 11:48 PM
whyisnonameavailable, on 18 Apr 2020 - 11:43 PM, said:
Thank you!! As you can see mine were pretty small actually, but they were big when I was fatter, so suuuper saggy...it’s helped my confidence a lot so if you really wanted it I’d say go for it!!! So worth the money for meWow you're breast are beautiful. I'd like to have a breast lift too. My boobs are quite big and the weight gain and loss made them super saggy but I am scared that the scars will look bad because I saw Trisha Paytas scars.... But yours look so pretty maybe one day I will get a breast lift too. Do you plan on posting pics after they are fully healed and the scars are faded?
I do think the scarring is probably gonna be noticeable permanently though....they are a lot more “scar like” than incisions now, but they’re very wide and noticeable ...it comes around the areola and not really noticeable, but the line under the nipple is substantial
I’ll def post pics when they’re a little more healed!!
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#53 
Posted 19 April 2020 - 01:22 PM
this is what the scars look like today, one month and one week post-op
the left one started hurting a lot yesterday or the day before and is still sore, it hurts to touch and when I move my arms a certain way (like putting on a jacket)
i hope they aren't broken
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#54 
Posted 12 May 2020 - 01:17 PM
i know i'm a bit late to the party here but wow they look amazing. i want to have a boob job so badly when i get to my gw. my boobs are gigantic n so saggy oof
i hope when i get mine done theyll be as pretty as urs T^T
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#55 
Posted 12 May 2020 - 03:16 PM
yoongisgf, on 12 May 2020 - 1:17 PM, said:
i know i'm a bit late to the party here but wow they look amazing. i want to have a boob job so badly when i get to my gw. my boobs are gigantic n so saggy oof
i hope when i get mine done theyll be as pretty as urs T^T
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#56 
Posted 14 May 2020 - 06:16 AM
Kudos to you and congrats! I hope the healing process is still going well for you.
#57 
Posted 14 May 2020 - 07:23 AM
I'mSoDone, on 14 May 2020 - 06:16 AM, said:
Thank you!! The surgery really really wasn’t so bad - if you’ve ever gotten a largeish tattoo, I’d say that process and recovery were actually worse!!Wow that's amazing! You're so brave. I want to get mine done because I'm a DDD and they're so saggy that my nips point downward and I hate it so much, but I'm scared to get the surgery.
Kudos to you and congrats! I hope the healing process is still going well for you.

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#58 
Posted 15 May 2020 - 06:44 AM
koala_, on 14 May 2020 - 07:23 AM, said:
You've given me something to think about lol. Thank you.Thank you!! The surgery really really wasn’t so bad - if you’ve ever gotten a largeish tattoo, I’d say that process and recovery were actually worse!!
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Posted 19 May 2020 - 07:43 AM
dreamon_xo, on 19 May 2020 - 07:28 AM, said:
Thank you!Wow they look incredible!



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Posted 19 May 2020 - 08:23 AM
I had a breast reduction about a year and a half ago! I'm really happy for you, it honestly feels so much better I agree
They probably told you this but the scars fade really quickly if you get those bandaid-looking things that go over your incisions
I used scar-away and I think they really worked! I had the vertical but also a horizontal cut along the bottom part of my breasts
so I had to use long bands, but you can probably get the blue ones and they'll cover your vertical incisions
either way I hope you have a great recovery!
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So I'm just embedded in the frost
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Wipe away your tear stains
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Your head is so numb
That nervous breath you try to hide
Between the motions
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SW: 64kg (April 2020)
LW: 52kg (May 2013, December 2015, June 2017)
CW: 53.9kg (March 2022)gw a: 59.9 kggw b: 58.9 kggw c: 58.4 kggw d: 56.6 kggw e: 55.6 kggw f: 54.4 kg
gw g: 52.8 kg
gw h: 52.0 kg
gw i: 51.2 kg
gw j: 50.6 kg
gw k: 49.8 kg
June 5th, 2020: I've lost 3kg(!) weight loss has been slow but finally getting somewhere
Hoping to lose another 5 kg now that weight loss is easier without birth control
June 23rd, 2020: I've been plateauing on this weight, just when I thought I was making progress
July 8th, 2020: Currently on a low-carb/high-protein diet
July 27th, 2020: I've lost a total of more than 5kg,
and I am definitely losing weight faster with a low-carb/high-protein diet
November 4th, 2020: I've lost more kg of fat but gained some muscle so my weight sort of stayed the same for a long time, last week it finally went down a little bit again, I like how my legs look a lot better now
January 15th, 2021: I moved back to the city and walking around everywhere plus living independently so cooking and cleaning for myself again has made me lose weight faster. However, I am a little anxious because I don't know my body composition because I don't have access to one of those cool scales here, so I can only track my weight and my measurements from my body
February 28th, 2021: I have been bouncing between 55kg and 56 kg for a month now, going below 55kg a couple of times, but my Roomate has nice dinners every week at our apartment and that is really stunting my weight loss, even though I eat less than everyone, exercise more than anyone, and I don't even drink alcohol. We won't be having those dinners for a big chunk of March though so I'll be able to eat clean(!)
March 14th, 2021: AHHHHH I feel disgusting I can't I can't I really can't look like this anymore, I feel so out of control, I don't know what the hell is going on with my body, I'm plateauing and I feel absolutely disgusting. It can't be like this.
February 1st, 2022: Lowering my weight again, I have never been so motivated like this before. Maintained/gained very slowly last fall
March 4th, 2022: This is... my lowest weight since I started college, wow...
.trying to recover.
uhhh not anymore
I'm not sure honestly
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Posted 19 May 2020 - 08:48 AM
DontTakeMeForPomegranted, on 19 May 2020 - 08:23 AM, said:
Thank you!!!! The scars are pretty red and thick rn, although healed. With my tat, I mostly like that they’re now “perky” for low v necks/crops, although that is an AWESOME idea for being with a partner omg thank you SO much!!!I had a breast reduction about a year and a half ago! I'm really happy for you, it honestly feels so much better I agree
They probably told you this but the scars fade really quickly if you get those bandaid-looking things that go over your incisions
I used scar-away and I think they really worked! I had the vertical but also a horizontal cut along the bottom part of my breasts
so I had to use long bands, but you can probably get the blue ones and they'll cover your vertical incisions
either way I hope you have a great recovery!
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#63 
Posted 09 June 2020 - 01:38 PM
koala_, on 22 Mar 2020 - 10:25 PM, said:
See above (I think around 2200 euro?)
If you want to you should!! It really doesn’t hurt so bad, it was a pretty positive experience...idk where you’re from, but I could give you my surgeons name if you were ever interested, he was fantastic!!
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not to be a weirdo i was kinda lurking but could i have the name? cause he did a rlly good job (i've been looking at doctors in my area & i just can't see the results i'd want with most of them so far)
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Posted 09 June 2020 - 04:01 PM
CICOpath, on 09 Jun 2020 - 1:38 PM, said:
not to be a weirdo i was kinda lurking but could i have the name? cause he did a rlly good job (i've been looking at doctors in my area & i just can't see the results i'd want with most of them so far)
not weird!! I'll pm u
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Posted 17 June 2020 - 09:45 PM
#66 
Posted 18 June 2020 - 02:11 AM
soup.loopz, on 17 Jun 2020 - 9:45 PM, said:
i'm so excited to see a post like this on here. i've been obsessively looking into breast reduction stuff, and even moreso now that i have a lot of loose skin on my breasts ): they look so cute!!! could you drop the surgeons name as well? thank you!
Same here, my boobs are so big and saggy, even when i’m at my LW! I’ve been so obsessive looking at breast lift/nipple lift/breast reduction surgeries hahaha
#67 
Posted 18 June 2020 - 10:19 AM
soup.loopz, on 17 Jun 2020 - 9:45 PM, said:
i'm so excited to see a post like this on here. i've been obsessively looking into breast reduction stuff, and even moreso now that i have a lot of loose skin on my breasts ): they look so cute!!! could you drop the surgeons name as well? thank you!
dr krizko at forme clinic! he was AMAZING!!! 100% recommend!! if you want to know more pm me!!
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#69 
Posted 09 July 2020 - 11:33 PM
fat_all_my_life, on 06 Jul 2020 - 07:34 AM, said:
Nope it’s exactly the same!!Please did you lose nipple sensitivity?
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Posted 10 July 2020 - 12:07 PM
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Damn it this joke is supposed to say spokesperson
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#75 
Posted 14 July 2020 - 07:55 AM
starvingkitten_, on 14 Jul 2020 - 05:25 AM, said:
Omg my titties looked the same as your before pic until I got on birth control and they’re swollen all the time now blessing n curse
NICE + no babies sounds like a blessing
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#77 
Posted 31 January 2021 - 07:15 PM
Sad Goddess, on 31 Oct 2020 - 06:27 AM, said:
can we get an update on the scar pls
you look amazing!!! i really want to get a breast lift as well but im prone to keloids so i worry about the scarring
sorry i didn’t see this until now
the scarring is not super tidy unfortunately at the bottom
my breasts are definitely not as perky as they were immediately after i got them done, but it’s been almost 1 year now (whoa!!) and they are most definitely perkier than pre surgery. I’ve also lost about 20 lb which would probably cause some loss of “perk”
Probably gonna copy and paste this in the original post
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#78 
Posted 02 February 2021 - 08:19 AM
they look great
#79 
Posted 08 February 2021 - 12:43 PM
RedHybridRose, on 02 Feb 2021 - 08:19 AM, said:
Thanksthey look great
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Posted 23 April 2021 - 09:08 PM
Im revisiting this thread to ask you what bmi you were for the surgery? I'm still planning on getting a breast lift and am hoping bmi 17 isn't too low for it.
#81 
Posted 27 April 2021 - 08:59 AM
Praise my weight loss
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see you later sanity, on 24 Aug 2019 - 10:27 AM, said:
Thank youThe title of this made me laugh, but the difference between those two pictures is crazy! I hope that you’re trying to minimize damage to your health because an 89 lb weight loss is nothing to just shrug off. I love your tattoo btw
yeah I just figured to get to the point lmaoIt’s actually up to 98 lb now!! At 100 lb lost I’ll be at my lw



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Posted 24 August 2019 - 10:29 AM
ClementineCouture, on 24 Aug 2019 - 10:28 AM, said:
Thank you thank you thank you omfgDaaaamn dude seriously good fucking job!!!
You should be proudbadass
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Posted 24 August 2019 - 10:30 AM
koala_, on 24 Aug 2019 - 10:28 AM, said:
Thank you
yeah I just figured to get to the point lmao
It’s actually up to 98 lb now!! At 100 lb lost I’ll be at my lw
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You’re welcome! And woah, I KNEW that the second picture wasn’t a BMI of 18! You’re so close! I wish you all the best
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Posted 24 August 2019 - 10:31 AM
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Thank you angel, good luck and be wellYou’re welcome! And woah, I KNEW that the second picture wasn’t a BMI of 18! You’re so close! I wish you all the best

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#9 
Posted 24 August 2019 - 03:21 PM
fatti, on 24 Aug 2019 - 3:17 PM, said:
Thank you hahaha I never thought about the hand thingAwesome transformation!!! kinda weird but the difference in your hand is so cool to see
Also, if you don't mind me asking, over what time period did you do it, and how did you do it?
It took 2 years...it was a huge mix of methods and the bulk of it was done ip where I didn’t have access to binge foods. Basically it started with purging everything, continued to high restriction with purging, then dry fasting which led to tube feeds, then heavy restriction to avoid tube feeds. After getting out of ip I was about 145, I generally follow omad now and occasionally binge with some half hearted purging. I got out in the beginning of May and I’ve lost almost 30 lb since then
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Posted 25 August 2019 - 05:15 PM
Your progress is amazing! I'm 5'9 and started at 223, but I looked very much like you. Seeing someone with such similar stats in what I consider to be the 'final phase' is very motivating, especially because I have been stuck in a fast-binge cycle as of late.
Thank you for sharing!
Though, I am curious, did you workout at all?
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Posted 25 August 2019 - 05:16 PM
ChildOfTheKoЯn, on 25 Aug 2019 - 5:15 PM, said:
Thanks boo! Glad I could helpYour progress is amazing! I'm 5'9 and started at 223, but I looked very much like you. Seeing someone with such similar stats in what I consider to be the 'final phase' is very motivating, especially because I have been stuck in a fast-binge cycle as of late.
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#13 
Posted 27 August 2019 - 02:49 PM
Erythridoll, on 27 Aug 2019 - 08:59 AM, said:
Thank you sooo muchI love love LOVE seeing other 5'10" people post progress! You look amazing! Inspirational for sure


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Height 165cm / 5.4
G3 57kg by December 5th
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I am here to praise you. You have been praised.
No but seriously you look amazing ![]()
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I am here to praise you. You have been praised.
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Posted 30 September 2019 - 12:03 AM
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Omg thank you<3Your hair is cute. Amazing job!
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Posted 08 October 2019 - 10:45 AM
Little_Bean, on 07 Oct 2019 - 11:02 AM, said:
THANK YOU omgLove the straight forward time. Really love the progress.
Well done you look amazing
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Posted 08 October 2019 - 10:58 AM
mickeynsync, on 08 Oct 2019 - 10:51 AM, said:
Beautiful!!! Stay safe and maintain!!
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Posted 10 October 2019 - 10:49 AM
LilthMoon, on 08 Oct 2019 - 5:29 PM, said:
Omg thanks I feel like a whole new person tbhyour like a whole new person good job

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Posted 13 October 2019 - 04:38 PM
-Athena-, on 12 Oct 2019 - 11:11 PM, said:
Wow, you look incredible!
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Posted 05 September 2021 - 07:20 PM
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Beautiful!!! Stay safe and maintain!!
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Tell me if I started to get thinspo-ish (pic)
#1 
Posted 24 November 2021 - 11:02 PM
I’ve gained 40 lb tell me if my bod was finally looking good so I’m am motivated to get back to it


Posted on edc too because I’m like ughhhhh I just need a big trigger??
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Posted 24 November 2021 - 11:21 PM
i mean yea you do look thinspo
H: 5'7.5 LW: 150 (2014) SW: 158 (2014) HW: 216 (Dec. 2019..that's embarrassing) CW: ?

Gw 1: 190 lbs (86 kg) BMI - 29.3
Gw 2: 180 lbs (82 kg) BMI - 27.8
Gw 3: 170 lbs (77 kg) BMI - 26.2
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Posted 24 November 2021 - 11:24 PM
Choco_Bitch_612, on 24 Nov 2021 - 11:21 PM, said:
didi mean yea you do look thinspo
Ty for the response
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Posted 24 November 2021 - 11:44 PM
i am looking at photos of a skinny body yes
#5 
Posted 24 November 2021 - 11:45 PM
ngl you do look very thin in those pics
#6 
Posted 24 November 2021 - 11:46 PM
velvet condom, on 24 Nov 2021 - 11:44 PM, said:
hurts so good since i am in such a painfully average body nowi am looking at photos of a skinny body yes
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Posted 24 November 2021 - 11:47 PM
ssaibar, on 24 Nov 2021 - 11:45 PM, said:
ty for the response it is bittersweetngl you do look very thin in those pics
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Posted 25 November 2021 - 03:14 AM
Definitely thinspo to me. your chest bones just ahh omg jealous
#10 
Posted 25 November 2021 - 02:37 PM
aquietmeow, on 24 Nov 2021 - 11:47 PM, said:
this is not mean or stupid it made me feel good i think but kind of skeptical, but maybe disordered skepticism idkI'm sorry if it'll sound mean or stupid
you kind of look more on the bonespo side.
Ty for replying
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Posted 25 November 2021 - 02:38 PM
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Omg TyDefinitely thinspo to me. your chest bones just ahh omg jealous
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Should I start taking vyvanse again
#1 
Posted 16 February 2022 - 10:13 AM
I was okay with gaining 10-15 lb back but now I’ve gained 40 and I’m a “healthy” weight
Should I start taking it again
(The deeper question here is do I want to have an active ED again)
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Should I start taking vyvanse again
#1 
Posted 16 February 2022 - 10:14 AM
I was okay with gaining 10-15 lb back but now I’ve gained 40 and I’m a “healthy” weight
Should I start taking it again
(The deeper question here is do I want to have an active ED again)
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Posted 16 February 2022 - 10:24 AM
If it triggers your ed badly and your in a better place now, than I would say probably not. Just try losing weight without the med and see how that goes.
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Posted 16 February 2022 - 04:38 PM
Vividandpure, on 16 Feb 2022 - 10:30 AM, said:
Yeah that was the other reason I stopped besides the fact that I lost so much weight my heart was having wicked palpitationsIt‘ll fuck up your ability to lose weight with normal restriction and you‘ll get dependent. Speaking from 10y experience. And it’ll fuck up your cardiovascular system
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#7 
Posted 16 February 2022 - 04:42 PM
the heart palpitation and relapse combo doesn't sound great
assuming it's prescribed for adhd so can you ask about a different med option that won't cause palpitations?
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Posted 16 February 2022 - 08:25 PM
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#10 
Posted 16 February 2022 - 08:37 PM
koala_, on 16 Feb 2022 - 10:14 AM, said:
I stopped taking it because I had lost too much weight LOL
I was okay with gaining 10-15 lb back but now I’ve gained 40 and I’m a “healthy” weight
Should I start taking it again
(The deeper question here is do I want to have an active ED again)
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Do you have ADHD? Are your symptoms better with taking it? Or were you taking it for BED?
I currently take Concerta- for ADHD- but I also didn’t tell my doctor I am bulimic/ restrict. I thought it would help control my binging and purging. But if life gets too stressful- I can do on the meds anyways
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Posted 17 February 2022 - 02:05 PM
Seal with a Meal, on 16 Feb 2022 - 4:42 PM, said:
the heart palpitation and relapse combo doesn't sound great
assuming it's prescribed for adhd so can you ask about a different med option that won't cause palpitations?
My dr prescribed them for BED and then I just kept getting them refilled
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#12 
Posted 17 February 2022 - 02:07 PM
Bullypug, on 16 Feb 2022 - 8:37 PM, said:
Do you have ADHD? Are your symptoms better with taking it? Or were you taking it for BED?
I currently take Concerta- for ADHD- but I also didn’t tell my doctor I am bulimic/ restrict. I thought it would help control my binging and purging. But if life gets too stressful- I can do on the meds anyways
I have been diagnosed with adhd but I think the diagnosis might have been because of the vyvanse and not the other way because I’ve never actually had a full assessment for it
I wouldn’t be surprised if I had it but I was prescribed the vyvanse for bed
My psych knew I’d been tube fed in the past and I was borderline underweight I was shocked she wrote it
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accountability (with pictures!)
5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
#13 
#14 
Posted 17 February 2022 - 05:24 PM
Vividandpure, on 16 Feb 2022 - 10:30 AM, said:
agreed. My cardiovascular system is so fuuuuucked. Even when I was at my lowest (pre acceptance of my ed) my heart rate rarely got below 95-100 lolIt‘ll fuck up your ability to lose weight with normal restriction and you‘ll get dependent. Speaking from 10y experience. And it’ll fuck up your cardiovascular system
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Posted 19 April 2019 - 03:15 PM
We're due for an update, so here goes
(I decided to shorten this up a lot)
Hi! I'm Koala! I use this accountability to post 7 times a day about shit no one cares about; then I don't post for 3 weeks and the followers get deleted! I was on mpa as koala since 2013, then deleted and came back as koala_ last year
Had "disordered eating" stuff basically my whole life, b/p really bad age 18/19, mental breakdown followed
I spent 2017-2019 in a long-term ip psych that was abusive and I'm hella traumatized so like 10 of the pages here are the typed versions of my journal entries from that time
I'm 23, I'm in university, I'm American, I have a cat named Sasha Fierce who I talk about all the fucking time
I'm 5'10 (one time I was measured at 5'9 but that pissed me off)
2015/age 18 I was 115ish 16.5
2017/age 20 I was 215ish 30.8
UPDATE!!! I'M AT MY LW!!! 6/16/20 106.9 15.3 (i don't update my in this first post v often, just go to the last page if you want to know cw)
gw is 99, I just want double digits pls
other things I talk about:
-I'm gay
-I was restrained a lot in the hospital and I'm fucked up from it
-I went to Prague and had to come back bc corona but I loved it there
-I had a breast lift (link for pics in sig)
107ish/low 15s
vs.
low 30s?



accountability (with pictures!)
5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 19 April 2019 - 03:17 PM
July 2020:
I went through and deleted quite a few posts with things I didn't feel comfortable being in here anymore
go to the end for ~quality~ material ;o)
maybe someday I'll go through and add some "history" stats or st in these deleted posts (maybe not), who knows
accountability (with pictures!)
5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 19 April 2019 - 03:18 PM
accountability (with pictures!)
5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
#5 ![Koala's Accountability is *NEW* and *IMPROVED* ! [went from 30s to 15s yo]: post #5](https://www.myproana.com/public/style_images/master/icon_share.png)
Posted 19 April 2019 - 03:19 PM
deleted :~)
accountability (with pictures!)
5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 19 April 2019 - 03:19 PM
deleted :~)
accountability (with pictures!)
5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 19 April 2019 - 03:21 PM
deleted :~)
accountability (with pictures!)
5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 19 April 2019 - 03:29 PM
deleted :~)
accountability (with pictures!)
5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 20 April 2019 - 10:08 AM
had a piece of egg casserole for breakfast...hopefully nothing else today!
april 20, 2019
broke 140! 19.77 bmi
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5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 20 April 2019 - 10:16 AM
deleted :~)
accountability (with pictures!)
5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 20 April 2019 - 11:15 AM
Englishbulldog, on 20 Apr 2019 - 11:13 AM, said:
Youve great style and a great dog:)
ty you are so sweet!!
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5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 20 April 2019 - 12:25 PM
koala_, on 19 Apr 2019 - 3:21 PM, said:
2016 - no pictures (in hospital)2017 - 190-215
At what weight were you in recovery at the hospital? Did you gain the weight in recovery? I'm scared to gain weight.
Someone like Emily Brontë,who remained a girl all her life despite her body as a woman.- Anne Carson
Height: 5 feet 11 inches tall
Weight in 2013 before medications: 147 BMI: 20.5 (lowest weight)
Current Weight: 170 pounds
Lowest Weight: 126
(fat monster) BMI: 22.3
I binge ate my way to 160 pounds now.
First Goal Weight: 160 (obviously)
Second Goal Weight:130 pounds
Ultimate Goal Weight: 120
proud vegan!
I didn't know how good I had it as a twelve year old girl without any self harm scars.
She wanted liberty. Well didn’t she have it? A reasonably satisfactory homelife, a most satisfactory dreamlife—why all this beating of wings? What was this cage, invisible to us, which she felt herself to be confined in?” - Anne Carson
You’re sad because you’re sad.
It’s psychic. It’s the age. It’s chemical.
Go see a shrink or take a pill,
or hug your sadness like an eyeless doll
you need to sleep.
"Self disgust is self obsession and honey I do as I please." - Richey Edwards
Praise bounteous
providence if you will
that grants even an ogre
a tiny glow-worm
tenderness encapsulated
in icy caverns of a cruel
heart or else despair
for in the very germ
of that kindred love is
lodged the perpetuity
of evil. - Chinua Achebe
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Posted 20 April 2019 - 12:51 PM
ourowndream, on 20 Apr 2019 - 12:25 PM, said:
Around 130 at the lowest... I gained into 2017 up to 215. But I also had a problem with binging, and gave up purging in the name of "recovery."At what weight were you in recovery at the hospital? Did you gain the weight in recovery? I'm scared to gain weight.
accountability (with pictures!)
5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 20 April 2019 - 04:28 PM
ate my breakfast casserole and about 3 whole pickles today... I really want a piece of salami but I absolutely can't let myself. If anyone wants to distract me/encourage me to ditch the salami please do!!
accountability (with pictures!)
5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 20 April 2019 - 06:01 PM
Love it!!
We are the same height and your highest weight is around were i am now (uuugh so you know how i feel right now) my goal weight is your current weignt of 135 lbs
your pictures are really motivating to me. will be cheking this everytime I’m tempted to binge.
if youre looking for a buddy let me know. love talking to people my height. lol
also love the hair, i plan on cutting my hair really short once i reach aroun 140 - 145
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Posted 20 April 2019 - 06:04 PM
ethicalbone, on 20 Apr 2019 - 6:01 PM, said:
Love it!!
We are the same height and your highest weight is around were i am now (uuugh so you know how i feel right now) my goal weight is your current weignt of 135 lbs
your pictures are really motivating to me. will be cheking this everytime I’m tempted to binge.
if youre looking for a buddy let me know. love talking to people my height. lol
also love the hair, i plan on cutting my hair really short once i reach aroun 140 - 145
hi!!! When I was at my hw, when I made up my mind to lose I dropped to 190 really really fast. Probably in about 4 weeks. You can do it!
thank you for the compliments ![]()
accountability (with pictures!)
5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 20 April 2019 - 08:24 PM
feeling good, managed to avoid eating except for some pickles and a slice of casserole. nervous for easter dinner tomorrow. excited to weigh myself - hoping I lost!
accountability (with pictures!)
5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 21 April 2019 - 04:40 AM
accountability (with pictures!)
5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 21 April 2019 - 05:18 AM
136.4 still after undressed and used the bathroom. Had wet hair, but seems like that's the number for the day.
Unfortunately, I am still a patient at an IP hospital, I was just able to go home for the weekend. So it might be a few weeks before I can update again. ![]()
Happy Easter!! wish me luck at my family dinner ![]()
accountability (with pictures!)
5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
Posted 10 February 2020 - 12:08 AM
accountability (with pictures!)
5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 10 February 2020 - 10:43 PM
I’m Koala, and I approve this message


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5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 11 February 2020 - 04:38 AM
ALSO I THINK MY LIPO N BOOB JOB ARE ACTUALLY GONNA HAPPEN SHEVJAHAH
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cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 11 February 2020 - 04:40 AM
What happens if you lose weight after lipo??? Does ur body get all fucked up???
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5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 11 February 2020 - 06:14 AM
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Posted 11 February 2020 - 07:59 AM
birdshrine, on 11 Feb 2020 - 06:14 AM, said:
The part about gaining it back sucks but at least it won’t be in my tummy or thighs?? Those are my “problem areas”I've heard people almost always gain it back (probs because they don't change what they eat) but when they regain it's often not where the lipo happened.
Idk I’ll have to talk to the dr aaaahh
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hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 11 February 2020 - 08:00 AM
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5'10
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lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 12 February 2020 - 04:17 AM



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5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 12 February 2020 - 08:33 AM
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cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 12 February 2020 - 12:08 PM
You are my great inspiration and a lovely person
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Posted 12 February 2020 - 10:43 PM
myguyprettylikeagirl, on 12 Feb 2020 - 11:24 AM, said:
koala!! i might run into you at some point
i live in prague toooo
Omg!! Where at??
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lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 12 February 2020 - 10:44 PM
Iris145, on 12 Feb 2020 - 12:08 PM, said:
You are my great inspiration and a lovely person

aw ur so sweet ilyI’m Koala, and I approve this message


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5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 13 February 2020 - 12:53 PM
myguyprettylikeagirl, on 13 Feb 2020 - 10:44 AM, said:
old town/hradčany
Omg that’s where my school’s dorms are, we should def meet up!!
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cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 13 February 2020 - 02:14 PM
myguyprettylikeagirl, on 13 Feb 2020 - 1:35 PM, said:
Yes!!do you go to cuni?
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5'10
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lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 13 February 2020 - 11:16 PM
myguyprettylikeagirl, on 13 Feb 2020 - 3:50 PM, said:
Ff! But hey you can dm me if you want???ahhh dope, which faculty if you dont mind me asking? im not sure if u mentioned that here haha
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hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 13 February 2020 - 11:19 PM

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lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
Posted 17 September 2021 - 10:52 PM

highlights of when i was thin:
-my new house mate told me that, except for his friend who is like 80 lb and <5 ft and had a growth hormone deficiency or something growing up, i was the thinnest person he’d ever seen
-an er doc told me i was “really thin..like, really thin” when i went for a migraine
-i could wrap my hand around my arm
-i finally felt small. like ACTUALLY small, not healthy-thin
i think i want to relapse idk
i seriously can’t find one pic of myself that whole time when i was <105 and im upset abt it
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lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 17 September 2021 - 11:03 PM

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5'10
hw: 215 (30.8) 05/2017
lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 16 February 2022 - 10:17 AM
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cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 16 February 2022 - 06:50 PM

Height:5ft9
HW:174+lbs
LW: 121lbs, Fall 2015
SW:158.8lbs, March 2019
CW:130.4lbs (09/11/2019, 5:56am)GW1: 132lbs
GW2: 128lbs (hopefully before end of November)
GW3:125lbs (hopefully before December 4th)
GW4:121lbs (hopefully before christmas but at least before the end of the year)
GW5:118lbs (unrealistic end of the year goal)
UGW:114lbs (February/March 2020)
UUGW:105lbs - 114lbs range (preferably before April 2020 but there's no real rush, any time before June)
138|137|136|135|134|133|132|131|130|129|128|127|126|125|124|123|122|121|120|119|118|117|116|115|114|113|112|111|110|109|108|107|106|105!!!
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Posted 17 February 2022 - 02:08 PM
damnsurewellavengeit, on 16 Feb 2022 - 6:50 PM, said:
Feel like we just popped back on to MPA at the same time after weight restoring from our lowest... I think we're in the same boat (is the boat sinking?) glad but sad I'm not the only one still here
The boat is definitely sinking but welcome back friend
It was so nice being that lowest weight sobs take us back
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5'10
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lw: 100 (14.3) 3/2021
cw: 145 (20.8) 3/2022
ugw: 99 (14.2)
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Posted 20 March 2022 - 01:32 PM
I MUST lose again
I am hovering low/mid 140s. My weight is very stable but I’m struggling mentally. I look very healthy. So like, if I’m gonna be struggling, why not do it in a thin body
I got in to law school I’m going to go in the fall probably and I need to be at least under 130
One time, probably like a year ago, I went to a walk in clinic for a very bad headache. The doc was a nice woman and she was like “you know…you’re VERY thin” and it was a weird reality check. Because I knew I was thin but the way she said I was like, wow, I’m VERY thin now. It was scary yet I miss that
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Timeline of fasting? (Both biological and in your personal experience)
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Posted 20 March 2022 - 01:37 PM
So what about like Day 1, Day 2, Day 3…and esp beyond?? Most of Google only talks about the first 3 days. What happens both with how you feel (energy level, irritability, pain) and with your body (labs, blood sugar, heart rate…what’s going on inside)? And what happens for you when breaking the fast (and at what point? Like does 24 hours hit different than 72)
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Timeline of fasting? (Both biological and in your personal experience)
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Posted 20 March 2022 - 01:37 PM
So what about like Day 1, Day 2, Day 3…and esp beyond?? Most of Google only talks about the first 3 days. What happens both with how you feel (energy level, irritability, pain) and with your body (labs, blood sugar, heart rate…what’s going on inside)? And what happens for you when breaking the fast (and at what point? Like does 24 hours hit different than 72)
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Posted 20 March 2022 - 02:09 PM
Probably won’t maintain this thread I am trying to trigger myself
Please lmk if I should remove any for any reason
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