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Posted 08 August 2017 - 12:03 AM
sent from my iphone yo ~
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part of you is standing in the bakery
mesmerised with hunger and fear.
height: 5'2
bmi: 15.5
cw: 38.5kg
lw: 37kg
gw: 36kg
new new ACCOUNTABILITY sorry
follow it yo.
Hey... don’t know if anyone will remember me. I’m back.
Posted by on 21 October 2020 - 07:07 AM in Community Introductions
Hey guys! Dunno if anyone remembers me... my accountability threads etc. I’m not new but I am back..I have had my anorexia thoughts getting stronger and stronger and I can’t be strong against them anymore. Im recovering from meth and alcohol addictions. This is all i have left. I feel so fat lately. I lost a lot of weight unintentionally after having 6 teeth removed, 11 cavities filled and three root canals in the last year. Sadly I feel like I’ve put heaps of weight on. I wanna die everyday seeing how fat I am. My scales are weird. I’m either 42 or 44kg. I’m gonna go with 44... so I need to lose at least 2kg 4 would be best. It’s hard with my kids and fiancé. I don’t want to make them sad... I hate keeping secrets. But I hate feeling ugly and fat and disgusting and guilty more. And I love my family. But anorexia loves me and has never let me... and I can’t let it go yet. Feel like I never got small enough. Feel like a failure. Just want to know people care and understand. It would be so cool if some of y’all remember me 
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