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Posted Today, 08:15 PM

Choco_Bitch_612, on 07 Jul 2022 - 7:19 PM, said:

hmm it's less binging and more compulsive eating. tbh it's not caused by anything at all, i just get cravings randomly. i will say they're notably stronger when i eat junk food.
but yeah, it's always at random, never caused by any strong emotion or feeling. in fact, when i feel bad i actually lose my appetite.


That’s really interesting. Sorry I couldn’t help.


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Posted Today, 08:16 PM

fαye, on 07 Jul 2022 - 3:05 PM, said:

cw 136.0!!!!!!!!! <3
song: dylan brady - i’ll make you miss me all the time

having a good ED day lol

-took a shower without seeing stars for more than 2 seconds
-shaved! i always put it off (sorry if that's gross idk) cause it makes me exhausted
-yummy, vanilla cake w/ waffle type perfume smells so good on me! also used the same scent as conditioner c:
-weighed less than 137.8!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-immediately got validated by my grandma seeing me, "you've lost even more weight!!" thanks grandma i love u.

but my safe food is in the trash rn cause i finished the whole tub of it
but that's ok i'll just eat less???

intake so far:

82g (ran out so i couldnt get a full serving of 85g) froyo - 117... but i'll still call it 120 ig?
1 waffle - 90

210 woooooo

predictions:

carne asada - 4 oz is 210.

dunno what else i'll eat. i'm craving pringles. but we don't have pringles. sad.

today is my last day of online summer classes and im basically guaranteed to get an A in both of them! <3 my mom asked what i wanted to celebrate this, and im prob going to say indian food... LOL.


Ahh you’re so tiny now!!!


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Stravinsky's bodychecks

Started by Stravinsk-eat, Jul 06 2022 12:49 AM

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#1 Stravinsk-eat

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Posted 06 July 2022 - 12:49 AM

Exactly what the title says. I feel like I have to dump these somewhere and especially try to do a before/after because so far I've lost 3 kg and don't see absolutely any difference at all. Planning to lose 3 more and then maintain. Here goes:
1st and 2nd one at 50 kg.
Compared to today, 3rd and 4th.

Also 5th is before and 6th is today. I know I have huge legs...

Do you guys see anything?? 420ad36428176913375813f299b17d43.jpg343c7c23a1a09e85ebb8ed066458f7a9.jpg92cb3242463ebd26d8697d962e959bdf.jpg5126541a73267691f32e159e81538b1f.jpg8a867046f4d83c13c61deb1f76b7dc80.jpga20379c5d1c6d00be4b605f549f05138.jpg

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LW: 96 lbs (43 kg)
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#2 Heisenbυrg

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Posted 06 July 2022 - 12:52 AM

I see a difference! especially with your waist. You are so gorgeous too


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Posted 06 July 2022 - 12:56 AM

Heisenbυrg, on 06 Jul 2022 - 12:52 AM, said:

I see a difference! especially with your waist. You are so gorgeous too

Omg thank youuuu I might cry receiving compliments from you ;__; yes the only difference that's kinda visible I guess is there but my legs ugh. I really gotta get down to BMI 18 or they will always look huge all my fat is stored there lol. It's just how my body's made.

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CBMI: 19.6
LW: 96 lbs (43 kg)
HW: 120 lbs (54 kg)
Height: 5'1.5'' (156 cm)

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Psychotherapy saved my life but eating healthy is fucking harder than human interaction  

 

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Posted 06 July 2022 - 01:01 AM

u are so pretty omg
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Posted 06 July 2022 - 01:20 AM

Stravinsk-eat, on 06 Jul 2022 - 12:56 AM, said:

Omg thank youuuu I might cry receiving compliments from you ;__; yes the only difference that's kinda visible I guess is there but my legs ugh. I really gotta get down to BMI 18 or they will always look huge all my fat is stored there lol. It's just how my body's made.

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I get you! I store most of my weight in my thighs but good news is that my thighs have slimmed down a bit now being at bmi 18.4. There is hope!


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Posted 06 July 2022 - 01:32 AM

Definitely a difference!! Your waist looks a lot smaller and your hip bones come out more as well. You look very good IMO 

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    Posted 06 July 2022 - 05:37 AM

    Holy shit. My ED is definitely jealous. Well... I don't have muscle at all so I look horrifically flabby even at a bmi of 17.

    Honestly you're so toned that you look very small and slim even now.

    Stay safe though. EDs really are a beast

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    Posted 06 July 2022 - 01:37 PM

    Heisenbυrg, on 06 Jul 2022 - 01:20 AM, said:

    I get you! I store most of my weight in my thighs but good news is that my thighs have slimmed down a bit now being at bmi 18.4. There is hope!

     

    Yes, I remember vaguely from years ago (now 6 years) since I last was at BMI 18 and I kinda remember the thighs do indeed slim down at that point... fingers crossed!! 

     

    StarvingLlama*-*, on 06 Jul 2022 - 01:32 AM, said:

    Definitely a difference!! Your waist looks a lot smaller and your hip bones come out more as well. You look very good IMO 

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    Today I did receive a couple of comment irl too after a lot of time I just felt big around everyone and I (still) see everyone is slimmer than me, but it's a start. Thank you SO much, I follow your posts on the Mia thread for post a picture of your meals all the time and I love them and please as always stay safe <3 

     

    Milianna, on 06 Jul 2022 - 05:37 AM, said:

    Holy shit. My ED is definitely jealous. Well... I don't have muscle at all so I look horrifically flabby even at a bmi of 17.

    Honestly you're so toned that you look very small and slim even now.

    Stay safe though. EDs really are a beast

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    Omg thanks!! to tell you the truth, 2022 is really the year I started working out consistently at the gym, and I can assure you that it makes the difference... I never had a toned stomach above BMI 18, but muscles really really help. I also suggest strenght training as a 'trick' to allow ourselves to eat more calories. But the downside is that one shouldn't exaggerate strenght training because in march/april I started feeling too muscly and too big (although people say it's a myth all the time, it's really not), even if I thought I didn't eat in a surplus, I was putting muscle mass on. Which is scary. But on the other side, it does help with looking 'toned'. Last summer I was at 104 lbs but felt a lot 'rounder' and less 'tight' than now if it makes sense. ATM I'm only doing cardio, pilates and some bodyweight exercises 'cause I wanted to lose everything, fat and muscle together. 


    CW: 105,6 lbs
    CBMI: 19.6
    LW: 96 lbs (43 kg)
    HW: 120 lbs (54 kg)
    Height: 5'1.5'' (156 cm)

    GW: BMI 18, officially 'skinny' according to "most people"

     

    Psychotherapy saved my life but eating healthy is fucking harder than human interaction  

     

    120 119 118 
    117 116 115 

    114 113 112

    111 110 109

    108 107 106

    105 104 103 

    102 101 100 ---> Most Important Goal Weight

     

    99  98  97  96  95 --> Forbidden UGW
     

     

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    Posted 06 July 2022 - 08:33 PM

    Stravinsk-eat, on 06 Jul 2022 - 1:37 PM, said:

    Yes, I remember vaguely from years ago (now 6 years) since I last was at BMI 18 and I kinda remember the thighs do indeed slim down at that point... fingers crossed!!


    Today I did receive a couple of comment irl too after a lot of time I just felt big around everyone and I (still) see everyone is slimmer than me, but it's a start. Thank you SO much, I follow your posts on the Mia thread for post a picture of your meals all the time and I love them and please as always stay safe <3


    Omg thanks!! to tell you the truth, 2022 is really the year I started working out consistently at the gym, and I can assure you that it makes the difference... I never had a toned stomach above BMI 18, but muscles really really help. I also suggest strenght training as a 'trick' to allow ourselves to eat more calories. But the downside is that one shouldn't exaggerate strenght training because in march/april I started feeling too muscly and too big (although people say it's a myth all the time, it's really not), even if I thought I didn't eat in a surplus, I was putting muscle mass on. Which is scary. But on the other side, it does help with looking 'toned'. Last summer I was at 104 lbs but felt a lot 'rounder' and less 'tight' than now if it makes sense. ATM I'm only doing cardio, pilates and some bodyweight exercises 'cause I wanted to lose everything, fat and muscle together.

    I know BDD is the worst I wish you could see how you really look like.
    And thank you so much  you too stay safe<3

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    Posted Yesterday, 08:46 AM

    I liked my arm yesterday... today I am the same weight but for a strange ED mystery I feel heavier LOL. Also, yesterday I tried a black dress that my aunt gave me and wasn't sure about how it looked. Also my dad said I am too skinny but like??? I'm not even underweight?? My parents are insane. And inappropriate. They comment on my body curves all the time in a pretty inappropriate way. And people ask how EDs are born lol 0d656a3666abb320ee466bb8dfedd6c9.jpg16b7297577027c768c948c1ae9da5320.jpg

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    CW: 105,6 lbs
    CBMI: 19.6
    LW: 96 lbs (43 kg)
    HW: 120 lbs (54 kg)
    Height: 5'1.5'' (156 cm)

    GW: BMI 18, officially 'skinny' according to "most people"

     

    Psychotherapy saved my life but eating healthy is fucking harder than human interaction  

     

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    117 116 115 

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    111 110 109

    108 107 106

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