f*ck recovery
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Posted 26 May 2022 - 06:36 AM
I'm done with recovery.
My relationship is a mess, my apartment is a mess,
my whole life is a mess & all I do is binge eating.
I practice foodsharing & carry with my lupus illness
weights as heavy as I'm to get out, to spend time
on my own & so on & I donate a major part of it
to homeless people but there's still such a high
binge risk as that's a lot of food so from next month
on I try to eat way healthier.
Eventually I'll go to on a family visit trip but
it's not sure yet. As long as I'm home I try to
eat mostly healthy & rescued food.
If I go on a trip I still try to eat mostly healthy food.
I want to get thin again not being the fat binging pig
that I'm right now.
I decided to start before June 1st on Monday as
I found a diet I want to try & I need a Monday to
start the diet. Can't wait.
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SW: 68,9 kg
CW: 55.7 kg
GW 1: 65 kg
GW 2: 60 kg
GW 3: 55 kg
GW 4: 50 kg
UGW: 45 kg
accountability: done with recovery
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Posted 26 May 2022 - 01:55 PM
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68,9 - 67 - 66 - 65 - 64 - 63 - 62 - 61 - 60
- 59 - 58 - 57 - 56 - 55 - 54 - 53 - 52 - 51 - 50 -
49 - 48 - 47 - 46 - 45
SW: 68,9 kg
CW: 55.7 kg
GW 1: 65 kg
GW 2: 60 kg
GW 3: 55 kg
GW 4: 50 kg
UGW: 45 kg
accountability: done with recovery
#3
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Posted 27 May 2022 - 02:33 AM
I'll start earlier then June 1st
as I have to start on a Monday
for my new diet so I'll start this
on Monday just can't do the cardio
part for health reasons.
68,9 - 67 - 66 - 65 - 64 - 63 - 62 - 61 - 60
- 59 - 58 - 57 - 56 - 55 - 54 - 53 - 52 - 51 - 50 -
49 - 48 - 47 - 46 - 45
SW: 68,9 kg
CW: 55.7 kg
GW 1: 65 kg
GW 2: 60 kg
GW 3: 55 kg
GW 4: 50 kg
UGW: 45 kg
accountability: done with recovery
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Posted 04 June 2022 - 03:52 AM
01/06/2022
diary:
My first day was pretty much a
disaster. I'm not supposed to count
fruits & veggies but I just had 17 bananas &
unpictured some potato carrot soup.
How can I shove 17 bananas in one day down
my throat? I'm pretty sure I don't lose any weight
if I don't count fruits & veggies but whatever.
food:
17 bananas
unpictured: potato carrot soup, supplements & sparkling water
68,9 - 67 - 66 - 65 - 64 - 63 - 62 - 61 - 60
- 59 - 58 - 57 - 56 - 55 - 54 - 53 - 52 - 51 - 50 -
49 - 48 - 47 - 46 - 45
SW: 68,9 kg
CW: 55.7 kg
GW 1: 65 kg
GW 2: 60 kg
GW 3: 55 kg
GW 4: 50 kg
UGW: 45 kg
accountability: done with recovery
#5
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Posted 29 June 2022 - 07:26 AM
basically planning my suicide.
i don't know what to do anymore.
my lupus is awful my whole skin
is itchy & red.
my boyfriend isn't allowed to work
from my place anymore but they also
don't keep up the office anymore his
mother got an apartment for him but
she's not handing it out to him so
now he get fired by july 6th but
we booked a trip to parts of my
family next month & him losing his
job would be a financial disaster.
and i hate everything
68,9 - 67 - 66 - 65 - 64 - 63 - 62 - 61 - 60
- 59 - 58 - 57 - 56 - 55 - 54 - 53 - 52 - 51 - 50 -
49 - 48 - 47 - 46 - 45
SW: 68,9 kg
CW: 55.7 kg
GW 1: 65 kg
GW 2: 60 kg
GW 3: 55 kg
GW 4: 50 kg
UGW: 45 kg
accountability: done with recovery
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