it girl ♥ sw: 147 || cw: 143
#1 
Posted 01 June 2022 - 08:10 PM

✦ Welcome.
I am evolving in this last half of 2022.
I will lose 37 pounds and learn how to maintain it.
I will start earning real money and investing it wisely. I want to be on track to retiring early.
I will spend many glamorous days with my boyfriend, Evan.
I will learn languages, instruments, and multiple athletic skills.
I will spend my time doing what nourishes me, and cultivating my inner peace.
5'5"
sw: 147 lbs (66.6 kg)
cw: 143 lbs (64.8 kg)
gw: 110 lbs (49.8 kg)
Calorie Tracker
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#2 
Posted 01 June 2022 - 08:11 PM
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#3 
Posted 01 June 2022 - 08:21 PM
■ DAY 1 | WEDNESDAY, JUNE 1
weight: 147 lbs (66.6 kg)
calories in: 1160
workout: 30 mins legs
Okay, so I definitely don't actually weigh 147lbs. A few days ago I was 141. Then I had a pretty binge-y weekend that coincided with the start of my period. Bloat upon bloat... which I've definitely been letting go of today. So many bathroom trips, lol.
But, anyway. It is the scary number I saw on the scale this morning, so it is officially my start weight. It's funny, though. 66.6 kg. The devil has blessed this journey.
Had a lovely, productive, and fulfilling day at home. I worked on this awesome gig that's paying $750/day for very easy/fun work. I think I still have at least another day on it before the work runs out and they don't need me anymore? Which is great, I luv money. I also stretched, exercised, and ate whole foods within my intake limit - although I really need to cut back on the sugar (which made up 200 cals from today) and diet soda. I'll save it for the weekends from now on.
Going to spend the rest of the night catching up my diary and making a game plan for all the other little things on my to-do list. And then I'm going to stretch again & meditate. I am making a very concentrated effort to prioritize my mental health in this glow-up. I want to be a totally zen person, with an unshakeable sense of inner peace and appreciation for every day I live through. Along with becoming skinny. <3

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#4 
Posted 01 June 2022 - 10:11 PM
"The devil has blessed this journey" made me laugh out loud
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#5 
Posted Yesterday, 10:14 AM
glitter♡, on 01 Jun 2022 - 10:11 PM, said:
"The devil has blessed this journey" made me laugh out loud
haha thank you, it's only true
#6 
Posted Yesterday, 07:27 PM
■ DAY 2 | THURSDAY, JUNE 2
weight: 144 lbs (65.3 kg)
calories in: ~1500
workout: 40 mins butt + arms
Lovely three pound woosh, but I ate over my calorie goal. Boooooo. I want to see Evan tomorrow and I have the opportunity too since he's finishing work early and I'm probably not working, but ugh... my weight. Idk. I hate the idea of the scale preventing me from seeing my boyfriend, but unfortunately I do feel adverse to see him when I'm not at my best. I really just have to see how I feel in the morning and what my stomach looks like.
Today was a calming day, otherwise. I worked a bit, got a few to-do list items done, read a book, stretched, worked out, and watched a lot of Netflix. There's a Norwegian show called Home For Christmas that is just pure, unadulterated Scandinavian Christmas vibes in the background of the usual Netflix original relationship drama plot. Very watchable and cozy. We're getting into summer and I just want it to be Christmas already, lol.
Think I need to go cold turkey on sugar. Like seriously, nothing sweet anymore until I get over the instant dopamine response it gives me. So prone to overeating when I have "just one bite" of chocolate or something.

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#7 
Posted Today, 09:15 PM
■ DAY 3 | FRIDAY, JUNE 3
weight: 143 lbs (64.8 kg)
calories in: ~1100
workout: 30 mins abs + back
Woooo more weight loss. The real challenge will be this weekend with Evan. I haven't attempted to restrict so low around him before, because it's usually impossible. He likes going out to eat! And eating three meals a day!! So it will feel very awkward to say no to stuff, not finish meals, or order the lower calorie stuff on the menu. But I gotta.
Today was super nice because I was incredibly lazy. I worked out and read a book, but that's about all the productive stuff that happened. Lots of scrolling and watching tv. Much needed. I haven't turned my brain off in a long time. <3

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Posted Yesterday, 03:46 AM
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cw: getting there
intake:
iced coffee + caramel nutpods
blueberry banana smoothie
mango chicken salad
shrimp stir-fry
watermelon chunks
total: 650 calories
exercise:
1 mile of hot girl walking
my doms was even worse today and couldn't even manage my lunch time stroll. i planned to hit up a hot yoga studio once i finished work but really couldn't move properly and it would've been a waste of a session. maybe tomorrow i can manage it.
xo
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#7 
Posted Yesterday, 05:55 PM
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cw: meh, minuscule change...
intake:
iced coffee + caramel nutpods
blueberry banana smoothie
balsamic chicken berry salad
sockeye salmon + california blend veggies
total: 696 calories
exercise:
1.89 miles of hot girl walking
30 min full body strength
my legs felt so much better today but couldn't even hit my steps due to the rain. once i got home from work, i immediately started my workout. i find that if i lay around too much after dinner, i become less inclined to do it. i'm glad i did though becaus i felt like such a hot bitch afterwards. i just wish my body matched the attitude, lol.
xo
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#8 
Posted Today, 09:39 PM
hello dear!! we are in the same boat, losing weight you've lost before is the fucking worst. as usual your ability to restrict astounds me, I'm not shocked it's quickly melting off. missed you <3


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