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Posted 31 May 2022 - 02:42 PM
Fried Chicken Strips , Potato Wedges (1 lb), Sweet Red Chili Sauce
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Posted 31 May 2022 - 08:21 PM
Chocolate Bars: Payday, Baby Ruth, Pb M&Ms. Also, Sesame Seed Crackers
Cookies: Marshmallow Fudge & Classic Chewy Chocolate Chip
Candy: Spicy Peach Rings, Aussie Red Licorice, Sour Bites, Caramel Corn
Chips: Baby Back Rib Flavored, Sweet/Spicy Mix, Spicy Plantains
Butter Croissants
**I was in the mood for a grande-sized BP today. My sweet to salty ratio is off though. Some of these foods I've never purged before so it’ll be experimental, such as the caramel corn & croissants. I’ll be reporting back on the “purgability” of these foods later (i.e., how easy/difficult they were to get up). It's been awhile since I've purged chocolate/candy bars as well.
**Overall: This BP was very difficult to purge 
The croissants were the worst. They would get stuck in my throat and I would have to push and strain to get them out, but only mouthfuls came up at a time. It was a process. I saved 3 croissants for a later BP and had an easier time with them by chewing more and mixing it with the ice cream pictured below. For me, a good base layer is needed to purge bread easily. I also can't believe how big of a difference chewing makes.
I smoked a joint to maximize the taste and enjoyment of this binge.
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Posted 01 June 2022 - 11:49 AM
Chicken Teriyaki Rice bowl
I didn’t really get this for a bp. It sounded good for lunch, but then i purged it anyway bc I was too damn full. Kept most of the chicken down for some healthy protein tho. I guess I haven’t purged rice much before bc it surprised me to see it all come out all whole, looking exactly the same.
Purgability= Easy
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Posted 01 June 2022 - 06:08 PM
Spicy Chicken & Jalapeño Poppers
Ice Cream!
Im BPing lots yesterday and today bc tomorrow Im consuming liquids only (+ 2 Hydroxycut)
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Posted 01 June 2022 - 06:13 PM
Today: Diet Pills, Laxatives, Purging (Vomiting), Weed, Cigarettes, Alcohol.
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glitter♡, on 01 Jun 2022 - 6:08 PM, said:
Spicy Chicken & Jalapeño Poppers
Ice Cream!
Im BPing lots yesterday and today bc tomorrow Im consuming liquids only (+ 2 Hydroxycut)
holy shit they make little debbie oatmeal crème pies ice cream? have i been living under a rock
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Posted 01 June 2022 - 06:59 PM
Picklegurl, on 01 Jun 2022 - 6:18 PM, said:
holy shit they make little debbie oatmeal crème pies ice cream? have i been living under a rock
I saw them for the first time at Walmart today! $2.50 each. I should've taken an open-lid picture but they were half melted by the time I got home.
The one on the left was rich vanilla ice cream with chunks of the oatmeal creme pies. The one on the right was chocolate ice cream with literal swiss rolls inside. 10/10 recommend lol. I purged them right back into the containers and it was easy as pie.
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Posted 01 June 2022 - 09:44 PM
My little brother died 1 year ago tomorrow. I've been nervous about how I'll handle this day. It's just 2 hours away.
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glitter♡, on 01 Jun 2022 - 9:44 PM, said:
My little brother died 1 year ago tomorrow. I've been nervous about how I'll handle this day. It's just 2 hours away.
I'm so sorry to hear that. Do you have any plans to do anything nice for yourself or to remember him by? Hope you're not going to be (or feel) too alone. Will be thinking of you and sending comforting vibes.
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I'm sorry about your brother. What happened, if you don't mind me asking? Y
ou could burn a candle and say a mini prayer, if spirituality is something that soothes you. Some ppl also keep mini shrines in their house to honour the dead. Just throwing ideas.
Unrelated but... Damn, Oregon's so pretty. Might actually migrate to the opposite coast (I'm currently situated in upstate NY).
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but it is so much easier to be sad and underweight than it is to be fat and depressed.
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secret_shadow, on 02 Jun 2022 - 01:33 AM, said:
I cried for an hour when midnight struck and wrote him a letter. I think selecting a way to remember him, like you mentioned, would be a good idea and something that I could do every year on this day. He doesn’t have a final resting place so I can’t go visit him unfortunately. I think today will consist of more tears and maybe I’ll go on a walk some place special to reflect.I'm so sorry to hear that. Do you have any plans to do anything nice for yourself or to remember him by? Hope you're not going to be (or feel) too alone. Will be thinking of you and sending comforting vibes.
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your food pics give me life omfg#82
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Anamia., on 02 Jun 2022 - 07:08 AM, said:
He took his life at the age of 19 last year. We couldn’t find him so my dad reported him missing. We gathered a search party, and found him hanging in the woods behind our house. It was the worst scene and day. I have so much regret, guilt, and pain. I look back on our final interaction and wish it had gone differently. He asked me to come hang out at his new place and chill with him and I acted like I was going to come and then I never went and I never texted to say I wasn’t coming. It’s the single biggest regret of my life. He probably just sat there alone waiting for me. That was a few weeks before he died. It fucking kills me everyday. I was his favorite sibling and he looked up to me. I knew he was going through a tough time. I let him the fuck down.I'm sorry about your brother. What happened, if you don't mind me asking? Y
ou could burn a candle and say a mini prayer, if spirituality is something that soothes you. Some ppl also keep mini shrines in their house to honour the dead. Just throwing ideas.
Unrelated but... Damn, Oregon's so pretty. Might actually migrate to the opposite coast (I'm currently situated in upstate NY).
Thank you for the response. Its a tough day. I will light a candle tonight and say a prayer ❤️
*Also ty for the shrine idea. He doesn’t have a final resting place and I’ve come to realize how important that is for the living people that are grieving. I don’t really have a place to go talk to him. I think that’s why I decided to write him a letter this morningcbmi: 19.3 gbmi: 17.9 height: 5'10" accountability: https://www.myproana...countability-♡/
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flaneur, on 02 Jun 2022 - 12:25 PM, said:
your food pics give me life omfg
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I downloaded the fasting app “Zero”. Someone in the bulimia forum recommended it to help prevent back-to-back BP sessions. I’m going to start a 16 hour fast starting tonight after 7 PM and end @ 1 pm tomorrow. I’m allowing myself Gatorade here and there (not sugar free).cbmi: 19.3 gbmi: 17.9 height: 5'10" accountability: https://www.myproana...countability-♡/
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First photo of myself in this thread (taken this AM):
Approx bmi 19. I’ve been BPing loads lately and Ive gained. I feel like I look so…average? Obvs my thighs still touch.I can’t tell if I look slender or just average...I feel a little chunky in some areas too. I would love feedback / opinions on this, pretty please. If you say I look “average sized” or chunky I wont be hurt/offended at all
I won't be stuck at this size for long and I can handle it. I'm also curious to know: What parts of my body make me look thinner, and what areas do I appear to carry extra fat due to my body type or whatever??? Again..I'm craving brutal honesty and will appreciate it! I’ll try to post more pics in the future so I can get more accurate feedback.
Me 1 year ago…bmi 18 ish. I was content at this size, but prefer being in the 17s. Im not aiming for a super low bmi, just slightly underweight. My face is noticeably thinner compared to the first pic and my thighs didn't touch. I bought this dress for my best friends wedding. It's my favorite <3cbmi: 19.3 gbmi: 17.9 height: 5'10" accountability: https://www.myproana...countability-♡/
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A letter sounds beautiful. Sorry that he doesn't have a final resting place, although going for a walk sounds good - maybe you can connect with him in nature?
Remembered this poem, called "Immortal", hope it helps.
Do not stand
By my grave, and weep.
I am not there,
I do not sleep—
I am the thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glints in snow
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle, autumn rain.
As you awake with morning’s hush,
I am the swift, up-flinging rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight,
I am the day transcending night.
Do not stand
By my grave, and cry—
I am not there,
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secret_shadow, on 03 Jun 2022 - 12:25 AM, said:
A letter sounds beautiful. Sorry that he doesn't have a final resting place, although going for a walk sounds good - maybe you can connect with him in nature?
Remembered this poem, called "Immortal", hope it helps.
Do not stand
By my grave, and weep.
I am not there,
I do not sleep—
I am the thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glints in snow
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle, autumn rain.
As you awake with morning’s hush,
I am the swift, up-flinging rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight,
I am the day transcending night.
Do not stand
By my grave, and cry—
I am not there,
I did not die.Thank you for sharing that poem. I will copy it down. As you can see from my photos, I love nature and that's where I feel most at peace and connected to myself and the world. I'm driving home tomorrow to be with family and I'll be taking many solo walks around our farm and beach. I stay away from the woods where he died. I will think of this poem and your kind words.
Truly...thank you so much. I've barely spoken with a soul about my grief <3
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June Goals:
- Lose 8 lbs before Friday 7/15
(i’m meeting up with friends and going to a concert in Pacific City. I want to wear a cute skimpy outfit and be the thinnest + hottest one there)
- Quit Smoking (I’m starting to get face wrinkles)
- Have $500 in savings by 7/3
(currently I have $100. I’m saving up to get a place with my BF by September)
- Have my bedroom completely cleaned & organized
(this sounds like a very broad goal, but Ive created a doc and defined it very well. I have a checklist and it will be clear whether I’ve met this goal by next month. My room is a hazardous disaster and needs to be addressed before I get kicked out of my house lol)
On the 1st of each month I always set 3-5 Goals. I reassess my goals from the prior month and whether I met them. I’m going to hold myself accountable to these goals on here and write updates on my progress. I’m aiming to post pics/body checks once per week.
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I did it! A 16 hour fast. I needed it. Im on a roll today. Im going to stick to liquids the rest of the day.cbmi: 19.3 gbmi: 17.9 height: 5'10" accountability: https://www.myproana...countability-♡/
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multivitamin (10)
clementine (35)
chobani flip almond coco loco (190)
fiber one brownie (70)
taco bell mexican pizza (530)
total: 955
pics below of my breakfast and lunch and ootd! the mexican pizza looked glorious but no photo since i was with my bf lol
a good day today, yayyyy. i lost a little bit more, but i had an upset stomach yesterday so i might have just been dehydrated... i'll find out if it fluctuates back up tomorrow. i cannot wait to get under 20 bmi, even though i know my happiness will be short lived because i still have a lot of insecurities with my body. i managed to jog for 5 minutes straight which bewildered me. i'm always bewildered when i make any progress on this running training because i'm always convinced that the next day will be the one where i just can't do it, and yet i've pulled through so far. i'm finding out that exercise is a lot more of a mental challenge than a physical one. my young fat and asthmatic self would be proud of me.
i was feeling super self conscious about my appearance yesterday, but as it turns out washing your hair, wearing a cute outfit, and putting on makeup and perfume does wonders for the self esteem, who knew? i actually felt kinda adorable so i took the rare selfie instead of all my pictures of myself from today being bodychecks, although ofc i'm not doing a face reveal just yet. i did some reading of house of leaves (which is an incredible mindfuck) until my boyfriend came over. we did a bit of thrifting and i found a cute mug which i'll probably upload a pic of tomorrow. we got taco bell for dinner and tried the mexican pizza for the first time, and i understand what all the fuss is about bc it was delicious. it was incredibly filling but i think the combo of refried beans plus the fiber one bar i had for lunch made me feel really bloated and uncomfortable for a while. then i dragged him over to walmart where i bought actual workout shorts (with pockets!) and some groceries (low cal bread, greek yogurt, tea, cookies, dumplings, and the motherfucking jimmy dean blueberry pancakes and sausage on a stick which i've been DYING to try). then we headed back and fooled around a little and ended the night watching willy's wonderland, which is great if you love hilariously bad movies.
it's not an entry without me complaining, so i have to mention i noticed the effect of my weight loss on my chest. i mean obviously i noticed it got smaller since i had to buy new bras (and will probably have to buy new ones AGAIN), but there's some kind of loose skin that causes some visible texture when i bend over and it's seriously annoying. however... my boyfriend was giving me a massage earlier and noted that he could see my ribs from behind. and hearing that totally outweighed any insecurity i felt about my chest. so needless to say i'm not going to let a little bit of loose skin dissuade me from continuing to lose, lol.
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new measurements: 35.5 / 28 / 34
grilled cheese and salad with thousand island dressing (285)
chicken fettuccine alfredo with broccoli (700)
total: 995
pics below of the new mug i got from the thrift store yesterday, my lunch and my dinner
chill day today! i wasn't hungry enough to eat breakfast but also i wanted to train jogging today, so i compromised by going on a little walk. i felt like a bit of a fraud wearing the new workout shorts i got when i didn't even break a sweat, but i'm sure nobody else cares but me lol. i'm so happy i got that low cal bread because i made grilled cheese for the first time in a long while, although i always forget that that kind of bread tends to burn easily so it got a little toasty lol. i was on a cheese kick (maybe i've been lacking in fats or something?) so i decided to make fettuccine alfredo for dinner. idk why i did because once i started eating it i remembered i don't even like alfredo that much... but it took a nightmarish hour to cook and i was tired so i just ate it anyway. i felt totally stuffed so i took another little walk around the block to try to help my stomach then came back to watch my favorite twitch streamer. i was craving the strawberry cookies i bought yesterday, but instead of eating them i made a raspberry tea with splenda and it killed my craving #skinnylegend
overall a pretty uneventful day. me and my mom might go on a hike tomorrow, or maybe i'll bug her to go to tjmaxx or something to satisfy my shopping addiction lol. i'm feeling pretty okay two days in a row so i'm gonna keep trying to ride that high and maybe have a good day again tomorrow!
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lots of pics today! breakfast, lunch and dinner + a pic from the hike i went on + bodycheck
lemme get a hell yeah for 3 not bad days in a row! i'm also realizing i probably look super lazy/wasteful considering half the photos of my food are on paper plates... my mom does most of the housework so i'm trying not to burden her with a million dishes lol. anyway me and my mom ended up going on that hike! we went for about an hour and it was really nice to go outside and explore, and only a little bit exhausting. it reminded me a lot of my friend who passed away four years ago because we would always go out in the forest to hang out, so that memory made my heart warm a little bit. when we came back i chilled out for a little bit before going back outside to do sudokus on the porch and listen to music because it was like, over 80 degrees outside and i thrive in the heat. i ended up coming back in when i couldn't stand to be so wet from all my sweat lmao. the rest of the day was pretty lazy, mostly just passing the time watching youtube. i felt pretty bloated and full this morning and i haven't had a bm in a few days so i drank black coffee, lemon ginger tea, had a fiber one brownie etc but nothing helped :/ seeing my weight stay the same when i know i probably have a pound of food in me drives me crazy, but i don't wanna start down the path of taking lax. also i'm going to stay with my dad from tomorrow to saturday, so no more weigh ins from me after tomorrow until sunday (or probably an inaccurate one saturday after i've already ate).
i also realized i hit my adult lw since my lowest recorded weight in mfp is 114 lbs in 2017. i kinda foggily remember being 110 in middle school but i was probably shorter back then and with less... development... in the chest area, so i'll just say i'm at my new lw. it feels like nothing because i'm still objectively not skinny and my bmi is like smack dab in the middle of healthy. but at least i'm excited to explore the uncharted territory coming up, since every ounce i lose is a new personal record!
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no pics today bc my bodychecks are hideous
back to being moody. my weight fluctuated up today which i logically know is from food weight since i haven't had a bm the past few days but it just put me in a bad mood since i can't weigh in again for a few days. i tried to eat more cals and high fiber foods today to fix my digestion and it didn't do anything, if anything my stomach is bothering me more than before. i'm gonna go buy some miralax tomorrow and see if that does anything because i can't stand this discomfort i'm having.
my grandma was pestering me all day and it just put me in a cranky mood, like i know she can't help it because she's developing dementia or something and usually i'm more patient but it was just grating my nerves today. my boyfriend came over and we went to target to get a fan for his room and then got taco bell, which was just okay this time around unfortunately since taco bell is like my comfort food. my boyfriend made some comment about the way i dress, trying to be supportive probably, but it just got on my nerves. nothing really eventful. it was super hot so i sat on the porch for a lot of the day and started to get some color on my shoulders. i'm gonna see a friend tomorrow who i haven't seen in a little while so hopefully i don't overeat or drink too much. i bought halo top in case i drunk binge this week. hopefully i wake up less miserable tomorrow.
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xxl, on 31 May 2022 - 12:13 AM, said:
You look smaller than your bmi and I meant to say this yesterday but grilled cheese was my fav food for so long (up until this yr when I discovered spicy tots) but low cal bread is amazing. I have a big container of sauce I have to finish before it expires so I bought a loaf of bread today, grilled cheeses for the next 2 weeks!
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this reply is so comforting, thank you! i always think i look higher than my bmi so i was surprised to hear this lol. and 3 cheers for grilled cheese <3
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spaghetti (600??)
3 white claws (300)
total: 930??
pics of my dinner and a whole lotta body checks! PLEASE feel free to correct my cal estimate for the pasta because i'm unsure about it
not a bad day today! for some reason i had like a house of leaves themed ED nightmare which led me to not want to eat until i went to my friend's house this evening, which was a good thing in hindsight since i had pasta and alcohol lol. i was worried i wouldn't be able to get in my jog for today without eating breakfast but i didn't even break a sweat! it's good to know i can still exercise without food in my belly so i'll probably do that more often from now on. i finally caved and bought miralax since i haven't had a BM since friday night and it's now wednesday night, but frustratingly it didn't do anything for me today.
for some reason i just felt super overconfident in my appearance today as well? idk. i put on a cute outfit and just a bit of makeup and took public transit to my friend's house and i just kept checking out my reflection in every surface i found. i felt bad because i kept comparing myself to girls i saw on the bus and train and thinking "thank god i'm skinnier than them", which is so judgmental... i always feel bad comparing my body to others if i feel like i "win" the comparison. anyway. i hung out with my friend who i've been feeling distant from and felt way better about our friendship, ate pasta, drank plenty, played with their new lizard, and played a little bit of one of my favorite games with them which they haven't played before (it's so fun to see someone experience something you love for the first time!!). i ended up leaving a bit early since not eating a whole lot today and drinking made me feel super sleepy, so i'm just about to go to bed. i'm kinda antsy about not weighing but i'm just gonna try to eat as little as possible until i go back home, and feeling more and more confident like i can do just that.
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Posted 29 May 2022 - 07:11 AM
secret_shadow, on 28 May 2022 - 02:10 AM, said:
Just wanna say we're here and thinking of you.
aw thankyou<3
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Posted 31 May 2022 - 03:10 PM
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I'm trying a new thing to help me quit..
purge once a day and eat double portions max.
idk if it's gonna work.. hopefully it'll help me to cut down.
anyway I'm on day 2. made the mistake of weighing myself.
gained a lot and idk why. not too concerned I think it's water weight.
for some reason I can't piss much. pretty sure that means the gain is water?
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secret_shadow, on 31 May 2022 - 10:48 PM, said:
Try to ignore / rationalise the scale!
haha yeah u were right
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b/p twice yesterday but small binges :')
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cutting down isn't for me think I'm gonna try to quit completely again
obviously I'm planning a bit of a goodbye b/p tonight and lax D:
I hate how much an addiction bulimia is I'm an animal ew
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in heaven right now.. binge food cooked, house clean, laundry done, bathroom prepped, water bottle filled.. just waiting for my pizza.
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