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Posted 20 July 2022 - 04:42 AM

Stravinsk-eat, on 20 Jul 2022 - 12:39 AM, said:

Happy birthday <3 I celebrated my 23 years of age right before the covid lockdown... I must say I'm a little sad that these past 2 years have been so socially difficult because of the pandemic, I wish I could have enjoyed them more. Please enjoy them yourself!! Live and be with your friends and, as much as possible, don't let the ED ruin everything for you <3


Thank you so much! I’m planning on having the best birthday ever with the person I love! Road trip, picnic, hike, museum, and dinner!
I’m sorry to hear how difficult the past couple years have been for you. <3 I wish I could say I understand but sadly i’ve never had that much of a social life to begin with. I hope the next few years are better for you, not all is lost! I will enjoy today to it’s fullest and send good vibes your way! I will not let my ed ruin anything today!

Hi! My name is Ruby <3


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Posted 20 July 2022 - 04:45 AM

Stagnant_Reality, on 20 Jul 2022 - 04:40 AM, said:

Been lurking seeing your progress! and wanted to say Happy Birthday and Congrats!!! Hope you have a great day
enjoy it! You deserve to have a day off after the hard work you put in!!


Not much progress ahaha but i’ve finally managed to lose a little weight in a slow yet erratic manner lol. Thanks for lurking and supporting! <3

Thank you for the birthday wishes! I hope you have a great day as well! I will definitely enjoy today!

Hi! My name is Ruby <3


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    Posted 20 July 2022 - 05:35 AM

    happy 23rd!! have a gorge dayy


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    SW: 176 // 80 · GW1: 165 // 75 · GW2: 154 // 70 · GW3: 143 // 65 · GW4: 132 // 60 · GW5: 121 // 55 · UGW: 110 // 50

     

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    Posted 20 July 2022 - 08:37 PM

    earthmoon, on 20 Jul 2022 - 05:35 AM, said:

    happy 23rd!! have a gorge dayy

    Thanks so much! Its been awesome so far!

    Hi! My name is Ruby <3


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    Posted 20 July 2022 - 08:49 PM

    happy birthday!!!


    "You think you're special? You're not. Everyone lies, everyone hides things...
    Nobody makes it through this life being completely honest."

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    cw/lw: 97.8
    hw: 181 lbs

    gw1: 150 bs

    gw2: 135 lbs
    ugw: 93lbs

    5'7

    ive lost 50+ pounds and it feels and looks like ive lost none :/
    how the fuck am i bmi 15 lol

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    Posted Yesterday, 09:52 AM

    Hello! I’m back with another hare brained plan. I’ve been bingeing since my birthday so I am currently 110 and painfully bloated. Too much gluten, dairy, and alcohol. Once i lose all the food and water weight I will be back to 106ish i assume. Then back to regularly scheduled weightloss.
    My plan this time isn’t that crazy. I plan to go slow and suck it up. My calorie limit will be 1200. And i plan to eliminate all extreme behaviours, bingeing, purging, and fasting are all off limits. I have 98 days to go until Halloween. I have consulted with losertown and when i input my information plus moderate activity i will supposedly reach a new low weight by October 31st. (Old LW is 93.8)

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    I am also using a paper journal to record my progress because i’m still unsure how the changes to mpa are taking place.

    Hi! My name is Ruby <3


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    Posted Yesterday, 10:53 PM

    98 days until Halloween
    SW: 110lbs/49.8kg BMI: 20.8 BF%: 24.6
    CW: 110lbs/49.8kg BMI: 20.8 BF%: 24.6
    1stGW: 105lbs/47.6kg BMI: 19.8

    Steps: 10,120/10,000
    Calories Burned: 2038
    Calories Consumed: 943/1200
    Carbs: 114g Protein: 38g Fat: 37g
    Intake:

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    1 can tuna mixed with 45g red onion, 2 tbsp miracle whip, 1 tsp mustard, lemon juice from 1 wedge
    50g tortilla chips

    Monster zero ultra

    Spicy california roll (230g/9 pieces)

    1 cyclone popsicle

    Notes:
    It feels nice to be back to restricting. Bingeing has been awful. I’m so bloated and theres a lot of pain digesting things I shouldn’t be eating. I’m excited for 1200 cal limit! Hopefully high restriction is the answer for me. I’m also excited about my journal, my hand is cramped from all the writing but it’s so aesthetically pleasing to write everything down and record everything. I’ll probably share a couple snapshots of it once the first week has passed so ya’ll can have a better idea of what it looks like.
    Today went well. No obsessive thoughts about food. My only goal i did not reach was drinking 1.5L of water. I think i barely had a single glass lol oops. Btw i have a few goals/rules other than just calorie/steps. I will list them now.
    Weigh everyday
    1200 calorie limit
    10k step goal
    Drink 1.5L water
    No eating between 9pm/9am
    No dairy/gluten
    No alcohol (2x a month max)
    No bingeing/purging/fasting
    I am recording in my journal whether i achieve these goals or not to keep me on track. I want to buy stickers to reward myself for days where I hit all my goals. Very childish i know, but if it works it works lol.

    Days binge free: 1

    Hi! My name is Ruby <3


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