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makima, on 01 Jul 2022 - 11:34 AM, said:

have you ever tried sugar free hot chocolate? idk if they're available where you live, but swiss miss and options have some that are like 20-40 cals for just the powder. i live off the stuff when the weather is colder

YEAHHH i love options !! it doesn’t even taste like a lower cal option bc it’s so yummy. and for 40 calories ? girl yes please. sadly england doesn’t have swiss miss, i googled it and you can only get it from those american candy shops that charge more than double the original price 🥲
hot choc is a winter staple fr can you name a better cosy drink that you can make super low cal ?? who needs a psl

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500 is starting to feel like too much. every time i go over 400 i feel guilty af. it’s taking everything i have to not go back down to 300 only cuz i rmbr how bad it got last time. altho idk why i’m fighting it. maybe i should restrict at 300 or under for a while and see how it goes. i don’t fucking know. i’m a joke. 500 is low. i’m not dumb believe it or not, i know that 500 is low. it just doesn’t feel low enough for me

also off topic but my pfp changes as often as my restriction plan lolz i can’t decide on one that i like

edit cuz my phone is dumb and it posted before i was ready looool: only thing stopping me is my love for food and my fear of seizures. they almost always happen when i stay consistently below 300. i can deal with passing out but seizures still scare the shit outta me. i feel like i’m making excuses tho. this is stupid. i don’t know what to do