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Posted Today, 01:00 PM
30.06.22
days binge free: 2
water intake: 2.7 L
food intake
at home starbucks caramel macchiato
roast beef monster munch
cod steak in butter sauce
total: 349/500 calories
i didn’t need that food. i don’t deserve it. i feel fat, i look fat and it’s not just bdd. my aunt came over with this new dress she’d bought that was too big on her around the hips. she wanted me to try it on because ‘you have really big hips and a stomach to fill it out !’ great luv thanks totally wasn’t already having a shit body image and mh day. then she questions why i didn’t wanna have some of the pizza she ordered LMAOOOO bitch please yeah i’m gonna want to eat ur calorie laden shit right after you pointed out my biggest insecurity yep yep
then i accidentally spilled a little salt on the worktop but my food was getting cold so i told my mom i’d clean it up after i was done eating. either she didn’t care or she didn’t hear me bc then she argued w me to the point where she was so mad she came out with ‘well maybe you should do us all a favour and stop eating’ 😐😐 ok babe i’m trying don’t u worry 😋🤭😫
sorry lolsies i feel like all i do in this thread is bitch ab the stupid shit my family says but it hurts bc they know i struggle with food and my mh overall and yet they obv don’t care bc they still keep saying triggering shit that makes me wanna die
days binge free: 2
water intake: 2.7 L
food intake
at home starbucks caramel macchiato
roast beef monster munch
cod steak in butter sauce
total: 349/500 calories
i didn’t need that food. i don’t deserve it. i feel fat, i look fat and it’s not just bdd. my aunt came over with this new dress she’d bought that was too big on her around the hips. she wanted me to try it on because ‘you have really big hips and a stomach to fill it out !’ great luv thanks totally wasn’t already having a shit body image and mh day. then she questions why i didn’t wanna have some of the pizza she ordered LMAOOOO bitch please yeah i’m gonna want to eat ur calorie laden shit right after you pointed out my biggest insecurity yep yep
then i accidentally spilled a little salt on the worktop but my food was getting cold so i told my mom i’d clean it up after i was done eating. either she didn’t care or she didn’t hear me bc then she argued w me to the point where she was so mad she came out with ‘well maybe you should do us all a favour and stop eating’ 😐😐 ok babe i’m trying don’t u worry 😋🤭😫
sorry lolsies i feel like all i do in this thread is bitch ab the stupid shit my family says but it hurts bc they know i struggle with food and my mh overall and yet they obv don’t care bc they still keep saying triggering shit that makes me wanna die
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