Fatties accountability 😞
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Posted 05 January 2018 - 12:16 PM
So I doubt anyone will be intrested but I'm starting an accountability just for the sake of trying to keep myself on track and vent my feelings
So yeah
Current goals
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🎯1200max a day gradually lowering to 800
🎯XXX?¿ net or less a day
🎯Lose 0.8-0.9kg a week to stay on target
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CW:46.7kg
LW:31.0kg
GW:34.0kg (aiming for may-July)
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Goals; (I'm giving myself milestones to keep motivated as 50kg➡️34kg is a way to go so I'm hoping littler goals will keep me going and motivated 💃🏼
GW1: 50kg ✅ (reached 17/01/18)
GW2: 47kg ✅ (reached 07/02/18)
GW3: 45kg
GW4: 42kg
GW5: 40kg
GW6: 38kg
GW7: 36kg
UGW: 34kg
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FATAMY_00 STATS:
SW: 58.6KG
CW: 49.KG
UGW: 34KG
GW'S:
50KG
47KG
45KG
42KG
40KG
38KG
36KG
ACCOUNTABILITY:~https://www.myproana...failure-part-2/
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Posted 05 January 2018 - 12:20 PM
5/1
BAd day , knew I shouldn't of ordered so much online
Temptation got to much as I'd already had my allowed amount by 2pm , ending up binging but managed to burn 1700cals on my bike😭😭
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FATAMY_00 STATS:
SW: 58.6KG
CW: 49.KG
UGW: 34KG
GW'S:
50KG
47KG
45KG
42KG
40KG
38KG
36KG
ACCOUNTABILITY:~https://www.myproana...failure-part-2/
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Posted 05 January 2018 - 03:58 PM
FATAMY_00, on 05 Jan 2018 - 12:20 PM, said:
That's an amazing burn! Even though you binged at least you managed to undo some damage with the bike so there's something to be proud of! Also following BTW you probably noticed, let's support each other (˶◕‿◕˶✿)5/1
BAd day , knew I shouldn't of ordered so much online
Temptation got to much as I'd already had my allowed amount by 2pm , ending up binging but managed to burn 1700cals on my bike
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Posted 05 January 2018 - 04:06 PM
xPandax, on 05 Jan 2018 - 3:58 PM, said:
That's an amazing burn! Even though you binged at least you managed to undo some damage with the bike so there's something to be proud of! Also following BTW you probably noticed, let's support each other (˶◕‿◕˶✿)
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I guess:/ I actually did a little more and burned 1900 so hopefully I won't gain😖😖
Yes absolutely!! Love ya ❤️
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FATAMY_00 STATS:
SW: 58.6KG
CW: 49.KG
UGW: 34KG
GW'S:
50KG
47KG
45KG
42KG
40KG
38KG
36KG
ACCOUNTABILITY:~https://www.myproana...failure-part-2/
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Posted 05 January 2018 - 04:30 PM
FATAMY_00, on 05 Jan 2018 - 4:06 PM, said:
If you burned that much I'm sure you'll maintain at least!I guess:/ I actually did a little more and burned 1900 so hopefully I won't gain
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Posted 06 January 2018 - 05:02 AM
Ahhh I cannot believe it!! I weighed this morning , completely sure I'd of put on and the scale said 50.4kg!!
Down 0.3kg!! I guess it's because I got my net to around the same as usual despite the binge:( although I had major leg cramps in bed , and didn't sleep well at all:(
Oh well , keep going I guess , I'm so exited to leave the 50's (somewhere I NEVER should have gotten to in the first place)
Hopefully I'll reach my goal for the end of this month🙏🏼
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FATAMY_00 STATS:
SW: 58.6KG
CW: 49.KG
UGW: 34KG
GW'S:
50KG
47KG
45KG
42KG
40KG
38KG
36KG
ACCOUNTABILITY:~https://www.myproana...failure-part-2/
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Posted 06 January 2018 - 05:21 AM
FATAMY_00, on 06 Jan 2018 - 05:02 AM, said:
That's super exciting! The whoosh effect is amazing, it can really turn your day around. Rooting for you!!!Ahhh I cannot believe it!! I weighed this morning , completely sure I'd of put on and the scale said 50.4kg!!
Down 0.3kg!! I guess it's because I got my net to around the same as usual despite the binge:( although I had major leg cramps in bed , and didn't sleep well at all:(
Oh well , keep going I guess , I'm so exited to leave the 50's (somewhere I NEVER should have gotten to in the first place)
Hopefully I'll reach my goal for the end of this month
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Posted 06 January 2018 - 11:45 AM
Not really sure how I feel today😭
Food was going okay (i guess , well as good as it can get for me)
Until I somehow got up to a very high amount that I'm DEFINITELY not comfortable with, plus I went on a trip to Tesco and spent a while there , so now I'm only just home again and I've got so MANY CALORIES TO BURN🤦🏼♀️😭
Fuck me.
Shouldn't of ate that extra bar , I didn't need it anyway, plus it would've saved me a lot more time and I wouldn't of now have to exercise as much:( I'm just exhausted both physically and mentally 😞
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FATAMY_00 STATS:
SW: 58.6KG
CW: 49.KG
UGW: 34KG
GW'S:
50KG
47KG
45KG
42KG
40KG
38KG
36KG
ACCOUNTABILITY:~https://www.myproana...failure-part-2/
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Posted 06 January 2018 - 11:46 AM
Plus LOTS of arguing at home, yes parents I know I fuck up, I know I'm shit but you don't have to constantly make things even harder 🙃
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FATAMY_00 STATS:
SW: 58.6KG
CW: 49.KG
UGW: 34KG
GW'S:
50KG
47KG
45KG
42KG
40KG
38KG
36KG
ACCOUNTABILITY:~https://www.myproana...failure-part-2/
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Posted 07 January 2018 - 12:47 PM
Bad day , depression is awful, I can't think about anything at all other than how disgustingly fat I've become and how I need to lose weight so badly
Literally this is all that's on my mind constantly
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FATAMY_00 STATS:
SW: 58.6KG
CW: 49.KG
UGW: 34KG
GW'S:
50KG
47KG
45KG
42KG
40KG
38KG
36KG
ACCOUNTABILITY:~https://www.myproana...failure-part-2/
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Posted 08 January 2018 - 05:06 AM
FATAMY_00 STATS:
SW: 58.6KG
CW: 49.KG
UGW: 34KG
GW'S:
50KG
47KG
45KG
42KG
40KG
38KG
36KG
ACCOUNTABILITY:~https://www.myproana...failure-part-2/
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Posted 08 January 2018 - 05:06 AM
07/01:-
Fucking shit I’ve been trying so hard (but obvs feel like a greedy pig compared to everybody on here as I eat so much more)
So I guess I’m a Fat shit forever 🤦🏼♀️😭😭
My net was low yesterday and I fucking gained 300g?!
Like whattt
I cannot deal ,
ESPECIALLY as this makes everything harder and I usually end up b/ping
But I’ve binged this morning but I honestly just don’t have the energy to try and purge 😵🙃 fatty right here
I’m like not even hungry . It starts out as hunger and then I just can’t stop 😭😭😭
So tomorrow I’m reducing my cals ! I WILL stay on target 🎯
Cuz I just cba to exercise 24/7 all day to work my cals off 🤦🏼♀️
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FATAMY_00 STATS:
SW: 58.6KG
CW: 49.KG
UGW: 34KG
GW'S:
50KG
47KG
45KG
42KG
40KG
38KG
36KG
ACCOUNTABILITY:~https://www.myproana...failure-part-2/
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Posted 09 January 2018 - 03:25 AM
FATAMY_00, on 08 Jan 2018 - 05:06 AM, said:
*hugs* I'm so sorry to hear you're stuck in this cycle (˶◕︿◕˶✿) the only thing I would recommend is to gradually reduce your intake after a binge, rather than doing it immediately and going from binge to a very low calorie intake because then your body will be twice as ravenous.07/01:-
Fucking shit I’ve been trying so hard (but obvs feel like a greedy pig compared to everybody on here as I eat so much more)
So I guess I’m a Fat shit forever 🤦🏼♀️
My net was low yesterday and I fucking gained 300g?!
Like whattt
I cannot deal ,
ESPECIALLY as this makes everything harder and I usually end up b/ping
But I’ve binged this morning but I honestly just don’t have the energy to try and purgefatty right here
I’m like not even hungry . It starts out as hunger and then I just can’t stop
So tomorrow I’m reducing my cals ! I WILL stay on target
Cuz I just cba to exercise 24/7 all day to work my cals off 🤦🏼♀️
You're not a greedy pig. Our bodies are just trying to balance things out. Albeit against our wishes...
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Posted 11 January 2018 - 05:18 AM
KittenPurrincess, on 09 Jan 2018 - 03:25 AM, said:
*hugs* I'm so sorry to hear you're stuck in this cycle (˶◕︿◕˶✿) the only thing I would recommend is to gradually reduce your intake after a binge, rather than doing it immediately and going from binge to a very low calorie intake because then your body will be twice as ravenous.
You're not a greedy pig. Our bodies are just trying to balance things out. Albeit against our wishes...
Sorry hun I didn’t see this STUPID MPA NOTIFICATIONS
Yes I guess it’s what I’m trying to do actually, like if I have a bad day I’ll just try and lower it gradually from there 🤦🏼♀️😞
I AM a greedy pig though:(
Sorry what did you mean when you said ,
Our bodies are just trying to balance things out. Albeit against our wishes.?
Sorry I get super confused 🤷♀️
How are you hun x?
FATAMY_00 STATS:
SW: 58.6KG
CW: 49.KG
UGW: 34KG
GW'S:
50KG
47KG
45KG
42KG
40KG
38KG
36KG
ACCOUNTABILITY:~https://www.myproana...failure-part-2/
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Posted 11 January 2018 - 09:06 AM
What I more meant was, when we restrict, our bodies sense a deficit, so sometimes the "animal" side takes over to "survive" by balancing out our deficits with bingeing. Like our body thinks its doing us good, even if we don't want it to, because we want to lose weight. It really sucks...
I've been good sweets, I mean up and down but generally on the good side. Trying to be optimistic haha!
I hope you've been better yourself?
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Posted 13 January 2018 - 01:59 AM
I agree with what KittenPurrincess wrote above - when we've been restricting for a long time, our body gets really starved of the nutrition it needs (obviously), which eventually leads to binging, but it's just the body's natural response as it's trying to survive. It has nothing to do with you and it does not make you a greedy pig at all.
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Posted 13 January 2018 - 11:25 AM
skinny.elle, on 13 Jan 2018 - 01:59 AM, said:
Hun you're NOT a greedy pig! ❤️
I agree with what KittenPurrincess wrote above - when we've been restricting for a long time, our body gets really starved of the nutrition it needs (obviously), which eventually leads to binging, but it's just the body's natural response as it's trying to survive. It has nothing to do with you and it does not make you a greedy pig at all.
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Thank you poppet:( I just feel so shit
FATAMY_00 STATS:
SW: 58.6KG
CW: 49.KG
UGW: 34KG
GW'S:
50KG
47KG
45KG
42KG
40KG
38KG
36KG
ACCOUNTABILITY:~https://www.myproana...failure-part-2/
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Posted 13 January 2018 - 11:28 AM
13/01
Bad Bad BAD few days
To put it this way I’ve had very high calories and done a lot of exercise to try and counteract it but I’ve still put on?!
NOW I’m back to my starting weight of this year (fat shit)
So I honestly don’t know what to do anymore:(
Starting tomorrow I’m doing 1300 and lowering it until I reach 800 (still to much I know but I need to avoid binges and extreme metabolic slowdown)
Fingers crossed 🤞🤦🏼♀️😭
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FATAMY_00 STATS:
SW: 58.6KG
CW: 49.KG
UGW: 34KG
GW'S:
50KG
47KG
45KG
42KG
40KG
38KG
36KG
ACCOUNTABILITY:~https://www.myproana...failure-part-2/
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Posted 14 January 2018 - 07:53 AM
14/01~
Hmm the scale was a bit dodge this morning at first it said I’d maintained then in wiggled the batteries around and it was 0.2 less??
I’m just going to assume it was the same , cuz 0.2 is usually counted as maintaining anyway😞🤦🏼♀️
1300 max today , hopefully I can stick to it 🤞🏼
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FATAMY_00 STATS:
SW: 58.6KG
CW: 49.KG
UGW: 34KG
GW'S:
50KG
47KG
45KG
42KG
40KG
38KG
36KG
ACCOUNTABILITY:~https://www.myproana...failure-part-2/
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Posted 15 January 2018 - 08:49 AM
15/01:~
So once AGIAN the scale showed 2 weights?! Wtf which one is it damn scale?! I’m thinking of asking mum for a new one , but she will probs day no🤦🏼♀️
Idk today is dragging I just can’t take any of this anymore😭 I’m so exhausted from it all🤷🏼♀️
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FATAMY_00 STATS:
SW: 58.6KG
CW: 49.KG
UGW: 34KG
GW'S:
50KG
47KG
45KG
42KG
40KG
38KG
36KG
ACCOUNTABILITY:~https://www.myproana...failure-part-2/
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Posted 19 January 2018 - 06:40 AM
19/01:~
Ok hai! (I doubt anyone will read this anyway as I seem to be very hated on here)
But I’m NO LONGER IN THE 50’s!!! I place I NEVER should have got to anyway🙃🤦🏼♀️
But the thing is every bloody time I hit a new LW (since this round)
I end up binging and I’m terrified I’m going to shoot back up tomorrow morning 😔😞
Hopefully not as I’m trying to exercise like a mad fucking chicken 🐓 although I’m so exhausted 🙃😭
Oh well serves me right for being a fat bitch yah🤷🏼♀️
Nothing more to say as I’m extremely low and suicidal so 👻
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FATAMY_00 STATS:
SW: 58.6KG
CW: 49.KG
UGW: 34KG
GW'S:
50KG
47KG
45KG
42KG
40KG
38KG
36KG
ACCOUNTABILITY:~https://www.myproana...failure-part-2/
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Posted 19 January 2018 - 08:19 AM
its always great to reach a new milestone (˶◕‿◕˶✿) take careeee#24
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Posted 23 January 2018 - 10:51 AM
23/01:~
Do weights going down slowly (which is killer tbh) but like i don’t even believe the scales cuz I swear I’m just looking fatter and fatter by the day🙃
Idk
Mood wise I’m still awful
Just want to die all the time , I wish I had a purpose in life , it’s always seems to be to lose weight🤦🏼♀️
I’m so fucking annoyed at myself
If I’d of just stayed at my summer weight (where I was some what comfortable:( I wouldn’t of had to go through the journey of loosing it all again + more , I’m such a fuck up🤢😭)
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FATAMY_00 STATS:
SW: 58.6KG
CW: 49.KG
UGW: 34KG
GW'S:
50KG
47KG
45KG
42KG
40KG
38KG
36KG
ACCOUNTABILITY:~https://www.myproana...failure-part-2/
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Posted 06 February 2018 - 12:44 PM
06/02:~
Long time no update! (I don’t think anyone reads these anyway hah)
But yeah last week was shit binged the majority of the days , by hey ho still didn’t let myself rest until my tdee was higher so yeah.
BUT I ACTUALLY FUCKING LOST LIKE WHAAAAT?
Maybe it’s the lax , or the fact i purged yesterday but I still didn’t gain from any of the binges (that’s a first)
Idk really know my plan anymore ...
Mum threatened to get rid of my puppy as I don’t give it enough time, but I can’t help what I’m going through😔 if she and dad tried to prevent me going down this whole binge eating cycle , and I’d of remained the same weight I was happier at , then I would have more time on my hands , but right now my efforts are only focused on loosing this fat
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FATAMY_00 STATS:
SW: 58.6KG
CW: 49.KG
UGW: 34KG
GW'S:
50KG
47KG
45KG
42KG
40KG
38KG
36KG
ACCOUNTABILITY:~https://www.myproana...failure-part-2/
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Posted 14 February 2018 - 11:41 AM
👉🏼 <1000 a day
👉🏼 1000 deficit minimum
👉🏼 STOP THE GODDAMN BINGES (+occasional purges)
👉🏼 If you mess up liquid fast for 1-2 days (decided on how big of the binge*)
FATAMY_00 STATS:
SW: 58.6KG
CW: 49.KG
UGW: 34KG
GW'S:
50KG
47KG
45KG
42KG
40KG
38KG
36KG
ACCOUNTABILITY:~https://www.myproana...failure-part-2/
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Posted 18 February 2018 - 03:11 PM
B/p a lot for the past 2 weeks
Throat fucking kills
Idk
I want to die tbh
FATAMY_00 STATS:
SW: 58.6KG
CW: 49.KG
UGW: 34KG
GW'S:
50KG
47KG
45KG
42KG
40KG
38KG
36KG
ACCOUNTABILITY:~https://www.myproana...failure-part-2/
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FATAMY_00, on 18 Feb 2018 - 3:11 PM, said:
Umm yeah just to check in for myself lol as nobody reads this ♀
B/p a lot for the past 2 weeks
Throat fucking kills
Idk
I want to die tbh
Binge eating makes me feel like I wanna die too. It's the worst kind of ED pain.
How tall are you btw?
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