cosmic crisp

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Posted 27 October 2021 - 06:57 AM

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also some body checks from the 26th, PLEASE DO NOT QUOTE!!!

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1/29/22 saturday

 

fasted today! j had salt water 1x at an attempt to balance electrolytes

= 0

 

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my mom made minestrone today and i set aside 1.5 cups worth (225 cals) to have on monday to break my fast

ideally i wanted to fast monday too, but since it's a school day i'll need to have lunch :/

i mean, i don't need to, but it helps get my friends off my ass so... not that anyone is concerned, i'm at such a painfully average wt

 

didn't do a whole lot today tbh, honestly a waste of a day?

just panicked about not having a job...will have to seriously get on that come summer time. i think i might work as a tutor @ kumon or hopefully work in produce at a local supermarket. most people my age work as cashiers and such, but i dont think that would be good for my mental health. like if someone puts the decaying flesh of a tortured animal on the conveyer belt that would be my last straw. i dont think i could be complicit just checking that stuff out for animal abusers. 

i think ill play the religion card. i wouldnt mind even cleaning bathrooms if not produce or anything.

 

i just need a job.

when i move to campus im going to start a phlebotomy training course so i can work at a hospital during school. or at least that's the plan for now. but i still need a job before then you know?

 

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