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Started by pawye, Nov 18 2021 11:09 AM
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Posted 28 January 2022 - 02:08 AM
28.01.22
Friday
Day 33 Week 5
Breakfast - protein dessert with puffed wheat (175)
Lunch -
Dinner -
Snack -
Tot -
Steps -
Net -
I did something REALLY fucking dumb.
TW SH (TMI)
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My current family situation is tough, my mom won’t seem to stop saying hurtful things to me.
After 1 year and almost 7 months, I relapsed. I cut. It wasn’t a superficial cut that leaves a tiny scar like I used to do because I HATE having to deal with scars. I hate scars. This one is so deep I saw the fat. I’ve been waiting for four hours to get stitches, wth…
Now they’re gonna recover me… in Italy they can do that w/out your consent if they think u might be dangerous to urself or others. This would be my second time.. first time was in June because of my psychosis and anorexia.
My current family situation is tough, my mom won’t seem to stop saying hurtful things to me.
After 1 year and almost 7 months, I relapsed. I cut. It wasn’t a superficial cut that leaves a tiny scar like I used to do because I HATE having to deal with scars. I hate scars. This one is so deep I saw the fat. I’ve been waiting for four hours to get stitches, wth…
Now they’re gonna recover me… in Italy they can do that w/out your consent if they think u might be dangerous to urself or others. This would be my second time.. first time was in June because of my psychosis and anorexia.
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Posted 29 January 2022 - 12:39 AM
I’m hospitalized
The thing that makes me mad is I couldn’t take 10k steps yesterday because I’ve been sitting ALL DAY from school to the hospital, I only did 2k what the- I wanted to do 22k before shit happened.
Whatever
The thing that makes me mad is I couldn’t take 10k steps yesterday because I’ve been sitting ALL DAY from school to the hospital, I only did 2k what the- I wanted to do 22k before shit happened.
Whatever
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Posted Today, 01:06 AM
I didn’t lose weight this week
48.5kg stll (107.4lbs)
But I was bloated this morning idk
Tw
Anyway
I messed up today and overate bc I was sad I didn’t lose anything
at least I didn’t binge and purge or binge!
I’m gonna compensate the rest of the week.
February must be clean as hell from red days.
48.5kg stll (107.4lbs)
But I was bloated this morning idk
Tw
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Yesterday a 41yo in the psych ward kissed me
Like on both the corners of my mouth, he’s a creep telling me he likes me and all LIKE NO GO AWAY MY UNCLE IS YOUNGER THAN YOU.
I look 16 and he touched me inappropriately…
I feel sick wth…
Yesterday a 41yo in the psych ward kissed me
Like on both the corners of my mouth, he’s a creep telling me he likes me and all LIKE NO GO AWAY MY UNCLE IS YOUNGER THAN YOU.
I look 16 and he touched me inappropriately…
I feel sick wth…
Anyway
I messed up today and overate bc I was sad I didn’t lose anything
at least I didn’t binge and purge or binge!I’m gonna compensate the rest of the week.
February must be clean as hell from red days.
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Posted Today, 05:30 PM
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oh my god ew what the person did is so disgusting and totally violating of your autonomy and respect!! do you think you could report it somewhere? absolutely horrific that men think they have the audacity to act this way to innocent people. i'm so so so sorry that happened to you
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