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Posted Yesterday, 03:23 PM
179,0 today.
feeling like shit, typing in the dark so i can’t really proofread atm
intake so far
medium broccoli beef - 300 cal
5 gum - 16 ca
electrolyte water - 2
2 corn tortillas - 180
3 oz carne asada - 90
toppings - 50
638
what a waste of money. The whole experience was shitty too. I’m never eating on campus again as long as I’m not skinny. It’s not worth it. Even if I’m a little under the weather with a mild headache. I’m not skinny so why should i eat? To fuel my body? Fuck that.
I’m seeing skinny af campus girls scarfing down burgers, ordering frappes, talking about probiotics being good for making your gut smaller, talking about diets when they’re already small… and here i am wasting money on food I’ll regret, when i could save it and spend it on something that would last longer than however long my food lasted. Then the process of sitting down to eat it, feel like everyone’s judging me. I can’t. The food wasn’t even good this time around.
god i want to binge. I think i might once i get home. I’m so sad,,, I haven’t been losing, and thinking of school makes me upset.
I managed to throw away the 32 cal fortune cookie that came with my food, but the whole package of Oreos in the pantry are sounding extremely tempting.
okis i'm fine now i swear... for now 
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