posting my nudes online is the only way i feel validated / vent
Started by flaneur, Dec 22 2021 04:05 PM
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Posted 22 December 2021 - 04:05 PM
i hate my appearance and my body, but sexualising myself and uploading pictures for the world to see makes me feel a little better. i don’t even think about it anymore before i post. seeing hundreds of dms and replies to my posts about how sexy i am and what people would do to my body makes me feel so good about myself. especially when they comment on how tiny i am, and how they’d love to throw me around. but i’m tired. nobody sees me for the person that i am, all anyone sees is a pair of boobs and a body. i know that i did it to myself, but i feel even more alone than i used to, like i’m not a human. i feel used, because i know people only message me to wank off and they don’t actually care about me. but i can’t stop either because it’s the only thing i can do that makes me feel worthy and reminds me that not everyone finds me as disgusting as i do. all i crave is attention but at the end of the day everyone leaves me when they’ve fulfilled their needs
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