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Posted 27 February 2022 - 11:15 AM
Had a super bad stomach ache start a couple days ago that went into yesterday and into the start of this morning. It felt like someone stuck a hot iron into my intestines and would twist it occasionally when they got bored. The main pain is gone now, it just feels like I've done a million and one sit ups. I'm too scared to eat anything because I don't want to make it mad again
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Posted 28 February 2022 - 12:47 PM
congrats on breaking into the 120s!
i'm so jealous, i gained from the 180s to the 190s again last year and have been stuck ever since ugh
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H: 5'7.5 LW: 150 (2014) SW: 158 (2014) HW: 216 (Dec. 2019..that's embarrassing) CW: 198.6
Gw 1: 190 lbs (86 kg) BMI - 29.3
Gw 2: 180 lbs (82 kg) BMI - 27.8
Gw 3: 170 lbs (77 kg) BMI - 26.2
Gw 4: 160 lbs (73 kg) BMI - 24.7
Gw 5: 150 lbs (68 kg) BMI - 23.1
Gw 6: 140 lbs (64 kg) BMI - 21.6
Gw 7: 130 lbs (59 kg) BMI - 20.1
Gw 8: 120 lbs (54 kg) BMI - 18.5
♥ UGW: 114 lbs(51 kg) BMI - 17.6 ♥
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Posted 28 February 2022 - 01:49 PM
Choco_Bitch_612, on 28 Feb 2022 - 12:47 PM, said:
Thank you! It feels like it took forever to get herecongrats on breaking into the 120s!
i'm so jealous, i gained from the 180s to the 190s again last year and have been stuck ever since ugh
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Posted 01 March 2022 - 08:30 AM
I don't even care that I didn't lose more, I'm just so happy to see the 120s stick on the scale. I have never been this low in my life. I'm only 5'2, so I'm at the higher end of healthy
Edit: so I've discovered a love for canned chicken. I'm honestly to lazy to cook consistently for myself, so I only buy raw chicken for dinners to have with my boyfriend. The canned chicken makes lunch so much easier now!!! I just had a can of chicken and frozen veggies all for 365 calories and I could only eat half. I put the rest in the fridge to finish in a few hours. I'm stoked 😁
Edit: so, volume eating is kind of a foreign concept to me because I'm used to just reaching a set calorie limit whether I'm full or not. I just finished the rest of my plate from earlier and I'm stuffed. I have only had the 365 calories today and it makes me so happy. I have to make dinner for me and my boyfriend Tonight, so chicken breast and broccoli
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Posted 02 March 2022 - 07:49 AM
It feels so weird to see the 120s but I'm loving it. I feel bloated as all get out though so I don't FEEL like I'm in the 120s, you know? None the less, happy af. Having a great day at work, I'm trying to expand my social bubble there so I don't feel so isolated with my thoughts and emotions. One person did get in trouble for talking to me though, oops. He was more focused on talking to me than being productive which I do feel bad about, although he did start the conversation and could have been working at the same time as talking.
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Posted 03 March 2022 - 11:07 AM
Yesterday was a good day at work, but for dinner we had pizza and a sub. I ate half the pizza and half the sub, but that's all I had for the whole day plus my job is very active. It's nice seeing the weight go down again. I just might actually see my goal of 125 before the 15th
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Posted 04 March 2022 - 10:45 AM
I woke up and immediately binged on chocolate. I'm pretty sure I've had over 1,000 calories before noon. I had the strangest dream last night.. it was a (sorta) sex dream about a guy I know who's actually sort of around my age. My type of guys are older men with the distinguished look to them, if you know what I mean. This dream really unsettled me because I'm not normally into men my age.
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In my dream, I was talking with my mom, face to face, and this guy comes up and just starts to feel me up, but I didn't mind. A bed just so happened to appear by us and next thing I know, we are laying in the bed (fully clothed) and he's feeling me up and kissing me rather forcefully. All of a sudden, his pants are gone and he has a raging hard on. I'm talking a sight to behold. It was glorious. He wanted to put it in so bad, but I rejected him and we just ended up kissing. It was a passionate kiss and I can almost still feel it on my lips and I can see the look in his eyes just as our lips parted.
It has left an odd feeling in me. I don't know why I had that dream or what it was about.
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Posted 06 March 2022 - 04:15 PM
My heart hurts so much today (emotionally).. had a good day at work, there's only one way it could have been better though, but it will never be like that again. Sorry, I'm feeling very doom and gloom right now
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Posted 13 March 2022 - 05:06 PM
Literally have been non stop binge eating. I've been good today and I'm trying to settle back into my work schedule. I weighed myself earlier and I was at 133.4, so I think that high number this morning was a lot of water weight. Unfortunately, no where near my goal I wanted to hit for tomorrow, but I am grateful that I am in the 130s because last year I would have done anything to see this
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Posted 13 March 2022 - 05:14 PM
you have made so much good progress, i'm jealous!!
you can resist the binge urges.
you will reach your goals soon.
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Posted Today, 10:58 AM
The day before yesterday was my birthday so we went out for a BIG dinner, yesterday was left overs and the start of my period and today is st Patrick's day so we are going to have a corned beef sub from a restaurant. The number on the scale does not make me happy in the slightest, but I am making wonderful and priceless memories with my boyfriend, so it's worth it. I will get back to not eating like a jackass starting tomorrow.
So, I discovered the wonders of pounder foundation. Pressed powder to be more specific. My skin is Terrible. I mean, super oily and acne all the time. Some days I get so self conscious about it, but I'm not a makeup user so I never knew how to go about it. Every tutorial on YouTube pretty much revolves around liquid makeup and that stuff just never seems to sit right on me. Maybe it doesn't help I always bought super cheap stuff too. Well, due to it being my time of the month and some extra stress, my face has been the worst it's been in a few years and it's made me feel AWFUL to say the least. So, I bought the Sephora brand of presses powder to just give it a shot. I know it's not like the best of the best by any means, but my funds are a little tight at the moment and I didn't want to buy something super cheap and just be disappointed again. I found a super good video in YouTube today with a girl who has Similar skin as me that was actually using powder and it made me so happy because after watching the video and applying my foundation, IT ACTUALLY WORKED. MY SKIN LOOKS GOOD and the powder is so light compared to cream. I'm SO SO SO HAPPY!!! I was worried about buying the foundation online since I couldn't directly match it to my skin. I had to use other reviews as a reference point and the color I picked is spot on. I'm so happy and will be buying this stuff in the days to come. I was originally going to get the KVD lock-it powder because there was a sale, but they were out of the color I needed, so that's why I got the Sephora one
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