Tunamelt

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Posted 28 January 2022 - 02:26 PM

I’m so dizzy today /: now that I’m on Adderall I’m pretty sure I have some circulation issues, not fun while restricting.

I changed my meal plan a little bc I was so hungry the day after fasting. Now I’m at
M: 700
T: 0
W: 900
Th: 700
F: 600
Sa: 700
Su: 600

Since the last update:

Wednesday: 878/900; kale stew with brown rice again, + a rice cake with mustard, a protein bar, 8 cups (!) air-popped popcorn (literally 248 cals), and a glass of unsweetened vanilla almond milk

Thursday: 675/700; tofu red curry with soba noodles, half a mango, and 2 carrots w mustard. Also a glass of banana almond milk. Idk what’s up with me and the almond milk lately.

Going to make ochazuke tonight (which I learned about from someone on here but I can’t remember who!) with some vegan “chicken” coins I got at H-Mart on Wednesday.

Spoiler 

Someone I went to college with committed suicide on Wednesday and it’s making me pretty sad, even though we weren’t really friends, we ran in the same circles and I always really liked them. They were a model and a painter and just so kind, beautiful, graceful and stylish… it’s so sad to see someone like that go, especially in that way. Death always triggers me, my ED is born out of fear, and dying is my biggest fear. I just feel sad and mortal and scared and guilty.

Anyway here’s some half-assed body checks from today

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