Drugs&ANA halpb what do
Started by dietofcigarettes, Oct 13 2017 08:50 PM
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Posted 13 October 2017 - 08:50 PM
Fell off the wagon hard with both. Been taking 80mg of Adderall a day, fuckin myself up on Ambien and Xanax and booze. I had a heroin problem. Now I got some perks in my pocket. Drugs make my lose weight so damn fast. 10lbs in a week? Hell yeah. I weigh about 135 now and I'm 5'3 if I didn't have hyperextension syndrome. I usually stand at 5'2.
ANYWAY
Back to the perks... I love opiates. They're just sitting there screaming my name. And I remember being 88lbs on heroin. The weight loss and the high are irresistible. 95% chance I'll bang it or snort it even though doing that has the potential to ruin my life as if anorexia doesn't ruin it enough already. I'm sick of hurting every person around me while they watch be starve and nearly die on a weekly basis cuz I went to far with some drug. I know having perks in my room right next to me is gonna be a down fall. My life could very easily be destroyed if I take them. I know I probably will but please, try to give be some support and talk me out of this.
I've been on an amphetamine binge for 2 months and went from 160 to 135.
I love drugs. I love being skeletole. But I gain weight without the drugs.
I'm sorry I'm very confused on what to do right now.
Pills in my hand and shaking. Haven't eaten in 24 hours.
I know it sounds so petty to ask but please give me some support that I can get though this
I don't want to lose everything but I'm literally on the edge of that happening.
ANYWAY
Back to the perks... I love opiates. They're just sitting there screaming my name. And I remember being 88lbs on heroin. The weight loss and the high are irresistible. 95% chance I'll bang it or snort it even though doing that has the potential to ruin my life as if anorexia doesn't ruin it enough already. I'm sick of hurting every person around me while they watch be starve and nearly die on a weekly basis cuz I went to far with some drug. I know having perks in my room right next to me is gonna be a down fall. My life could very easily be destroyed if I take them. I know I probably will but please, try to give be some support and talk me out of this.
I've been on an amphetamine binge for 2 months and went from 160 to 135.
I love drugs. I love being skeletole. But I gain weight without the drugs.
I'm sorry I'm very confused on what to do right now.
Pills in my hand and shaking. Haven't eaten in 24 hours.
I know it sounds so petty to ask but please give me some support that I can get though this
I don't want to lose everything but I'm literally on the edge of that happening.
Height: 5 foot 3 inches
HW: 189lbs
LW: 88lbs
CW: 150lbs
UGW: 75lbs
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Diagnosed with anorexia, bi polar, psychosis and PTSD. Professionals say I have paranoid schizophrenia but I'm waiting on an official diagnosis. I struggle with substance abuse and self harm as well.
I have severe delusions and can't express myself or communicate well.
Despite my disabilitiies and struggles I try to be as kind and compassionate as possible!
HW: 189lbs
LW: 88lbs
CW: 150lbs
UGW: 75lbs
****
Diagnosed with anorexia, bi polar, psychosis and PTSD. Professionals say I have paranoid schizophrenia but I'm waiting on an official diagnosis. I struggle with substance abuse and self harm as well.
I have severe delusions and can't express myself or communicate well.
Despite my disabilitiies and struggles I try to be as kind and compassionate as possible!
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